Confusion

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written on iphone so there might be some boxes depending on where youre reading from

Lil 'ol me..this is my story...ok so i walk into a music store looking for a new guitar. i dont know anything about guitars i was hoping i would find a person to tell me the basics because ive always wanted to learn. There is a very old man so i was happy admiring how wise he might be but embarresed on how stupid ill sound. I ask him to show me the guitars and he leads me to a beautiful wall full of stringed guitars. he said what kind are you looking for and once i told him i didnt know he gave me that look that said "i dont want to deal with this dumb bull now" and called over a younger more patient employee....he was hot. skinny pale brown eyes and dark brown shaggy hair his smile was amazing. his name tag read jake. the way he looked at me i could tell what he was thinking "nice" and he asked me a bunch of questions i was just blushing and kept saying i didnt know anything yet then he pulled out an electric 12 string and started playing it and looked at me then laughed and turned his head in a british accent and said "forget it your helpless"

"oh really?! where are your pianos..." he pointed me to a keyboard and i played him all the ballads ive memorized by heart and learned by ear i am a master at music and i convinced myself to try to teach myself guitar even if i take piano lessons as experiance, guitar is a string instrument also how hard can it be? he looked at me with amazment and lust then showed me a 6 string aucoustic that he thought would be perfect for me and it was. he said "i could give you lessons😉" and i responded "oh thanks id love tht but i kinda just wanna learn chords and notes😁" "easy i can teach you! come on you cant do it all yourself😏" "i cant afford it i spent all my money on....steve" "steve?" "my new guitar😜" he laughed "oh hahaha i like how you named it but i think i can arrange somthin" he bit his lip and walked closer to me. i smiled "like what?" "ill tell you what, first month will be free then after it is gonna cost you" "cost me what?" "youll see.."

"..... haha ok we can start this sat. and meet at my house everday at..."

"6" he said. so i gave him my number and he gve me my steve and walked me to my car door.

That saturday there was a ring at the door and it was jake in his kakis and skinny t-Shirt. "lets get started" i lead him to my bedroom with my keyboard bob and my uke lola "you play uke?" he asked i nodded and he picked up lola then played a few chords i smiled and took it and played a song from my fav cartoon and he just smirked at me then i put it down and picked up my guitar and he taught me the basic notes and chords and i converted some of my songs from piano and played it on guitar and we even did a collab. i kept messing up on one of the chords so he scooted closer to me then put both his hands around mine on the guitar holding me tight like he was hugging me from behind i started to blush then he smiled and looked to me until there was barely an cm from

the tip of our lips then it was all disrupted by the scream of a timer 🔊🔊🔊🔊 "dammit!" he grunted under his breath and i just got up really quick noticeing how i barely knew this guy and he looked like he was doing the same but somthing else was on his mind and it wasnt me...

over the days i got to know jake more and the reason his brown eyes shined and all that it was the last day of the month and he mentioned it "so about the cost.." "okay wat do u want?" he looked me in the eye and said "you" i looked at him dumbfounded and surprised. how smooth of him and he said he wanted to take me out on a date 😄 i was relieved. the next day he showed up in the cutest outfit and said i looked beautiful then we went to a restaurant talked for hours and went over to his shed for a scary movie it had a slow ending and we ended up falling asleep in eachothers arms until he woke me up with the same distance between our lips from our first practice and he closed his eyes and leaned in just enough for our lips to touch then he kissed me over and over as i locked on to his shaggy hair he pushed his body into mine as our hearts raced faster and breath grew bigger and hotter. then suddenly he stopped and whispered "we shuldnt do this" "why not?"

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