Fuck Buddies [Harry Styles Fan-Fiction]

Chapter 9

Ridley's POV-

Everybody knows. It's been 2 months and I'm not very big but it shows, it's all over the news and I'm getting hate on twitter, management hates me and my family won't speak to me. Lana and Layla stopped texting me and the only family that likes me is Harry's. they are on stage right now and I'm just sitting. Lou had been helping me and stuff. I'm babysitting Lux with Harry tonight for practice. Right now we're in Chicago and I think they are almost finished. I decided on going into Harry's dressing room to wait, nothing better to do. I grab Lux and bring her in Harry's, I place her in the little bed Harry has for her. He's so sweet with lux it melts my heart. I turned on the Telly and put on a movie Harry had sitting on the table. It was the aristocrats I played it and Lux smiled, he had all this kid stuff In here for her. I heard the door open causing my head to turn, I saw those brown curls. Our eyes met and he smirked, he saw lux in her crib and he grabbed her, she giggled as he set her back down before walking over to me and kissing my nose.

"Well everybody's left. Lou will be back at 4am to get lux. I looked at the time, it was 1am, Harry sat next to me and touched my belly. He really likes doing this, "has she kicked?" Harry looked up at me awaiting an answer

"How do you know it's a girl? And yeah earlier," he grinned,

"Because I know these things, and also tomorrow you're getting an ultra sound." I bit my lip.

"Okay...." I replied causing Harry to take my hands in his as spoke.

"You don't have to be afraid Ridley, I'm not going to let anything hurt you." My expression was blank I just moved my head in and kissed Harry. The whole night consisted of baby sitting Lux and watching a movie. I fell asleep to Harry singing to I woke up and forgot where I was, then I remembered I was on the tour bus, I moved around and accidentally kicked Harry. He sucked in a harsh breath and opened his eyes, I quickly shut mine to make it look like I was sleeping but the vibrations of Harrys stomach told me he was laughing, "I know you awake babe." He said, his sleepy voice was oh so sexy. I giggled and snuggled into him, about 2 hours later I woke up again, Harry was in a deep sleep and bus arms were wrapped around my body making it hard to move. I wanted to get something to eat. I rolled over avoiding kicking him again and slid out, thankfully we were on the bottom bunk. Once I was out I stood up and was a quiet as possible I didn't want to wake anyone else. I walked to the back where the kitchen was and was greeted by a hungry Niall, his hair was all messed up and he was eating fruit snacks. I walked in the kitchen and opened the fridge.

"Couldn't sleep either?" I asked him he nodded. I grabbed an orange and stood next to him. "So how have you been?" I asked, Niall threw a fruit snack in his mouth.

"Great actually, how about you?" He looked at me.

"Wonderful!" I fake smiled, Niall just looked at me for a second before wrapping me in a hug.

"I know it's hard Ridley" he said in my ear. I just wrapped my arms around him and his comforting embrace helped.

"Thanks Niall." Niall smiled and kissed my cheek before speaking up again.

"Do you ever wonder what it would be like if... Erm, you never chose Harry.?" He asked lust filling his eyes, and he's i in fact have thought about that. Through everything I've been through. I turned to look Niall in they eye. His blue orbs grew.

"Well Niall, yes I have. But I wouldn't change anything." He sighed,

"Goodnight princess." He gave me a peck on the forehead before turning and going to his bunk. Niall oh Niall. I got up and went to use the bathroom before going back to my bunk with Harry, I slowly crept in trying not to wake him, my belly got in the way and I ended up falling on top of him causing him to wake again.

"Sorry Harry!" I whispered and Harry grinned.

"You really need to stop doing that," he said pulling me into him, I fell asleep to Harry's heartbeat.

"Ridley, Ridley!" Harry's worried tone floated through me head before I opened my eyes.

"What?" I answered groggily.

"Your ble- bleeding." I sat up straight and looked down. There was blood all over. I took a deep breath and let out a hysteric cry, Harry sat there with his mouth open, soon the curtain to our bunk opened revealing Niall, once he saw the amount of blood his eyes widened. Niall reached his arms in and grabbed me, only because Harry was still just sitting there. Niall took me to the felt of the bus with me crying in bus shoulder. I couldn't of just had a miscarriage, was all I kept yelling. The driver soon stopped the bus at the nearest hospital and I was rushed in by Niall. Soon after we entered the other lads ran in ad Harry came running to my side. He whispered. "Yo- is the baby okay?" I was placed in a weel chair and I didn't have any words to speak. My heart pounded against my chest and soon the room became very vague, I heard the boys shouting but the last thing I heard was Harry's angelic voice boom.

Like last time I woke up on the bus. I was in bed alone and the sudden memory's of earlier came back, I was hoping it was a dream but when I felt my stomach I knew it wasn't. There was no bump. No baby in my tummy, no child to raise, to money to waste, my heart shattered. I inhaled a deep breath and slid my legs over the side of the bed before hopping off and going to the bathroom but something grabbed my wrists and turned me around, once I saw those famous curls my expression changed from unknown and pissed to just plain sad, Harry had the same expression. He had his arms on my shoulders and years were threatening to fall out if my eyes.

"Ha-harry please say that was a dream." I whispered, Harry pulled me into him and planted a lingering kiss on my forehead. I inhaled his scent and let the tears fall. "Where is everyone?" My soft sad voice spoke,

"There out, I wanted to wait for you." Harry pulled apart. "It's fine Ridley, it wasn't your fault babe." My heart ached,

"Erm. I know Harry, but I think you shouldn't of waited for me... I kinda want to be left alone." I looked at the ground finding my feet more interesting. Harry took his forefinger and lifted my head before planting a lingering kiss to my cheek.

"Okay babe."

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-Olivia.x