Letting Go

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Ray-(looks at his mom)

R.M-go

Ray-(takes a deep breath getting up, and going in your room) yeah

You-wtf took you so long?

Ray-I was talking to my mom

You-whatever, come here

Ray-yeah (walking to you)

You-(looks at him) lay down with me

Ray-you haven't taken a shower in 2 months

You-yes I did. I took one this morning

Ray-(takes off his shoes and lays down next to you)

You-(lays on him)

Ray-you ohkay? (rubbing your back)

You-do I look ohkay?

Ray-no

You-there's your fucking answer. Stop rubbing my back

Ray-sorry (moving his hand)

You-(listening to his heartbeat) what's wrong?

Ray-what?

You-your heartbeat is fast

Ray-nothing

You-if your gonna lie gtfo

Ray-I'm worried about you

You-nothing to be worried about, just lost my baby cause of you. (getting out of bed)

Ray-(sits up) I told you to stop tripping over me

You-hard to do when I don't know when or where you are, who you're with, who you're fucking, or if you're alive

Ray-where I was with Prod and the crew, who I was fucking only you. Alive? I texted you till I brought my ass in this bed, or went to mine.

You-whatever

Ray-you gotta stop blaming me

You-why?

Ray-cause it's been 2 fucking months

You-yeah today I would've been 4 months

Ray-you don't think I'm hurting too?

You-get out

Ray-no, fuck that your gonna listen to me

You-get out!!!!!!!

Ray-you're such a fucking bitch. It was my baby too

You-were you carrying it? No! Did it die in your stomach when you tried everything in your (crying) fucking power to keep it alive knowing that at anytime you could lose it? No it didn't Ray. Something died in me that day, something that can't be fixed with sex, weed, or chilling with the crew.

Ray-what do you want from me? I'm trying. I can't live in this fucking house like you are.

You-then bounce

Ray-I never should've pushed up on you

You-yeah I would have never lost my best friend or my damn baby gosh (pushing your hair out your face)

Ray-(pulls you to him) I love you

You-(crying)

Ray-I'm here. I'm not leaving till you do. I'm gonna lay in this damn bed with you. Cry with you.

You-gosh why? (falling to the floor in his arms)

Ray-(holds you close to him)

You-I wanna try and get back to where we were

Ray-ohkay baby

You-hold me

Ray-I'm never letting go.

You-(wraps your arms around him)

Ray-I'm so sorry

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