EXO-In love with a stranger

Day 12 (Brothers love)

I was looking deep into Sehun eyes , at a wink of an eye he came close , pulled me and gave the sweetest kiss of all . At that moment , my time froze , I don't have any idea what I should do .

I didn't push him , something made me not to go away but give all myself in . Someone from behind , separated us and gave a punch on Sehun face . It was Chanyeol . They were fighting , and luhan was stopping them from going worse .

Due to the sound all the EXO members came in and they were separating those two from each other . CHANYEOL was bleeding badly and Sehun was also hurted . Suho got angry at them. I ran away from that place.

At first I was in a confusion why Chanyeol beated Sehun , when he have so much care for him and then I was also reminded that Chanyeol likes a girl . I was in damn confusion as I was walking down the garden .

"Did Chanyeol also fell for me ?!" Or " "Did he get jealous on Sehun's behaviour?"

There was many questions  running onto my mind . I couldn't stop them . I decided to take a break from my thoughts.

I decided to take a walk and come to a conclusion . I got text from Jake , and so I decided to meet him and cool my mind . I didn't inform any of the brothers Coz I was embrassed to death to face them . Their brothers fought with each other Coz of me ! So I decided not to inform them. I left the house to meet them .

Sehun POV :

I don't even know why I did like that . My feelings belong only to Jenny . I don't even know why I reacted like that. What would Lucy think of me. Omoooo I'm a bad guy in front of her.

Between the fact is , I got jealous seeing Chanyeol and Lucy close. I hated even when they were together in the lawn the other day. When I heard Chanyeol was hurted Coz of Lucy while falling of the steps there was many thoughts why wasn't I there. Why it must be Chanyeol hyung. And o got even more jealous when Lucy asked chan hyung whether she could feed her. Her each and every action remind me about Jenny . Whenever she is spending time with my brothers it's like Jenny spending time with them and not me .

I'm hurted the most . At first I avoided her , I pushed her away from my side . I hated her so much and was always rude to her so she will go out of the house , but nothing happened as my wish . Now I think I'm falling for her . I can't stop myself . I'm afraid ! What to do ?!

Chanyeol hyung is the happiest person among 11 of us . He was always there for me whenever I needed him . He is something different from us . He is our cheerleader. Whenever things go wrong , he will come to us smiling and make us feel better. Chanyeol hyung is the naughtiest of all. He loves playing and won't mind getting hurt . He likes Baeky and do hyungs so much . He likes me too a lot . I feel ashamed fighting with him . Am I really human ?!  No I'm not !!! I hate living in this world . I wanna end my life as soon as possible. I don't wanna make my brothers ashamed because of me .

What if Chanyeol hyung have feelings for Lucy ?! I can't take that . To me Chanyeol hyung and Lucy are important. I don't wanna lose both . I want both by my side . Otukaaee?

I decided to head to Lucy room and apologies to her. On the way I was stopped by Kyungsoo hyung . He asked me what was going and he also asked me whether Lucy was disturbing me . I apologised to him and said that she is not the reason but Jenny memories are haunting me and I'm seeing Lucy as Jenny .

Myself :The problem is with me and I'm so sorry for it .
Do : Well , I can understand!
Myself : So that's the reason , why I fought with chan hyung .
Do : I know that very well too . But try to control it . You don't know how much Chanyeol is hurted
Myself: I'll apologise for sure .
Do : He has every right to be angry with you , so keep calm . Don't lose your hyper.
Myself : Sure hyung .