Fuck
I almost say out loud
I look at them two
Giggling and laughing
Playing around
Its cute but
Im invisible to everyone around me
I would like to call them my friends but
I can't bring myself at this moment, so much hate
Fills me
Hate for her
Why?
Because she's a lying asshole
Im not saying i don't lie
i do, too get myself outta things but shes
On my mind, not me
I feel the hate stay
Not going away, oh how i wish
my heart was hate-filled
But I have dealt with all those rude cuss words
Towards other, i call my "friends"
What a huge ass lie
I look at him
I almost yell out
Stop!
But i stop myself
Its not like he's flirting or anything
Just gets me mad how he can act so love dovey
with this chick when he's dating my best friend
Whatever
Stupid jealousy
Don't be mad because you have no friends
says that
voice in the back of my head
I laugh
Out loud, gaining there attention
Them giving me weird looks almost as i have grown two heads
But that would have been better then
Being under this awkward silence and
Looks
