We all get lonely in our lives
At home
or everywhere
Even around people
I sigh
And play around with my pencil
I always feel lonely in this class
Its like im not here
They giggle and laugh around
My so called friends
Jealous much?
Very, i don't like this feeling
Its the feeling you get when you do something bad and you're scared your gonna get caught, that worry feeling
I hate it
I hate being lonely
But thats the feeling i feel the most
The most emotion felt around
family and friends
The emotion i get when i am actually alone
But i always stay home alone
Thinking, overthinking
Sobbing, ugly sobs
And painting my skin with red lines
