invisible {SLOWY EDITING}

chapter 5

Previously

"Can I speak with Justin" I said to Kendall and Ryan

"Sure" Kendall said with a sincere look and Ryan walked out leaving Justin and I

"W-what do you have to tell me?" He asked, I looked into his eyes

They were full of sadness and confusion

I had no idea how he was going to react when I told him

Better now then never I guess

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Justin's POV

She looked at me as if she didn't want to say a word

"Skylar" I said, so confused. what was going on?

"A while back I was dating Cody Simpson" she said

"And I was deeply in love with him and I thought he was the one. One night you know we had-" she said, I didn't really want to hear what she had with another guy to be honest, I would get jealous

"Yea I get that" I said

"Uh-and then the next few days I was feeling very sick and I was always throwing up. I didn't know what it was so I went to the doctor and t-they s-said-" she stopped looking into thin air

"I was p-pregnant" she said looking up at me

"I had no idea how to respond, I was excited but then again scared and I had no idea how Cody was going to react. That night I sat him down and told him. I was hoping he would be so happy and he would be thrilled that I was going to have the baby..b-but he want's" she said with a tear rolling down her cheek

"He was the complete opposite of that he started freaking out and wondering how it happened. And then he forced me to have an abortion. Of course I said no and I tried to tell him this would be good for us, but he refused and said it would ruin his career and I would have to let it go and leave him" she said now many tears rolling down her cheek

"I had to kill my baby, he threatened me and my family" she said sobbing, I pulled her closer to me not wanting to hurt her anymore

"Shhhhhhhh" I said trying to calm her down, she sobbed into my chest until it stopped. She looked up at me. I wiped the tears away from her eyes

"You would have been a great mother" I said

"Thanks" she giggled placing her head on my shoulder as she sat on my lap

"Do you want something to eat?" She asked

"Yea I'm kinda hungry" I said, she hopped off my lap and grabbed my hand

"Shouldn't you rest" I said as we walked down the stairs

"It's alright" she said as we entered the kitchen and saw Kendall and Ryan sitting at the counter

"Hey" Kendall said

"Hey you guys hungry?" She asked

"Yea" both Ryan and Kendall said in sink

Soon I could smell the beautiful food that sat in front of me

"Buon Appetite" she said

I dug into my spaghetti and it was like the pasta melted on my tongue