invisible {SLOWY EDITING}

chapter 12

Previously

"No I think I have heard enough, I think I just need some space right now" he said, before I could say anything else he hung up.

My phone dropped on my bed as my eyes filled with tears. I broke down sobbing into my hands. Kendall came running in hugging me as I cried on her shoulder

"I hate my life" I said

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Skylar's POV

This week has been one of the hardest weeks of my life. Because of what happened the first night in New York, Justin hasn't answered any of my calls or texts. I think I left him 130 voicemails and 250 texts, no joke. I gave up and stopped because I knew he wasn't going to answer anytime soon and I think he just needed some space and time to think. I just had to face the fact that he wasn't going to let me tell him what really happened anytime soon...

I have been coming with Kendall to all her shows but not paying close attention, just when she came out. It was hard knowing the one you love doesn't think you love them back and it hurts, a lot. Kendall has tried cheering me up but it hasn't really worked that much and sometimes I feel even more horrible.

Luckily I wasn't getting any hate. Beliebers tweeted out that they know that I would never do that and that I love Justin very much. It was all a misunderstanding and people need to know the truth.

Today I decided to come back early from New York fashion week. I just needed to go to Justin and sort things out, I didn't know how things were going to happen but better now than later. I didn't want to leave it any later or I would guess this would get worse. It started from something small and ending with something big.

I got to the airport putting my sunglasses on and covering my face as my eyes were red and puffy from all the crying. We walked through the crowd of paparazzi and to my jet.

I just couldn't wait to get home

Justin's POV

I have been rehearsing for the concert in a few days but haven't been able to concentrate properly because all that was on my mind was Skylar.....

After I hung up on Skylar, guilt set over me and I have been feeling horrible ever since. I don't know why, maybe because she is right and I should let her explain. But part of me saids that she did cheat on me and she deserves what she is getting...

I just don't know anymore

I have been hurt once and it was bad. I didn't know what to expect from Skylar. It's hard dealing with relationships at a young age and thinking that you love someone but you don't. It was hard being stabbed on the heart over and over again and being played like a doll, I didn't no what to think of it.

I have just been going through the motions and doing the dance in small movements. I haven't sung all day just been saying the words and not singing it. I don't know what's wrong with me, I never reacted like this with Selena...

"Cut the music" I heard scooter yell, the music stopped and I took off my mic and dropped it to the ground putting my head in my hands

"Justin just call her" he said

"No" I said

"Justin look at yourself, you know what really happened. None of it is true, you just can't admit to yourself that you were wrong and you judged her just like you have with everyone else" he said, I stayed quiet