I really don’t wanna tell Harry about my whole seizure thing! He’ll think I’m a total freak! I decide to simply reply with “Oh um nothing”.
“Okay?” he says kind of questioning my response. I decide to make some tea because I probably won’t get to sleep the rest of the night.
“You want some tea?” I ask and before I can almost get it out of my mouth he responds with and enthusiastic “I’d love some! Thanks!”
We sat there talking for a bit and then decide to go out on the terrace. I was in just a large whit v neck and pajama shorts, so Harry gave me his pullover. It smelt so good! I never wanted to take it off! I brought out the tea and a couple blankets to help keep us warm while out there, we sat down on the couch and talked for a while. “Don’t take this the wrong way but do you have any blemishes? You seem so… I don’t know… perfect” he said kind of shyly. I know I haven’t even known harry for a day but I’ve never seen him be like this before.
I laugh a bit, “Well you do too, but doesn’t everybody?”
“Yeah you’re right, but you have no idea…” he trails off putting his arm around me. We sat in silence for a bit, enjoying each others presence and the scenery.
“Harry…” I said quietly.
“yeah babe?” He asked barely finishing before I did it. In a split second I collided my lips into his. When there was no reaction I finally realized what was happening. I quickly pulled away, too embarrassed to say anything or even look at him I sprinted in the flat, up the stairs, and into my room, quickly closing the door behind me. I ripped off his pullover, throwing it on me bed and ran over to the couch. WHAT DID I JUST DO?! WHY DID I JUST DO THAT?! WHERE DID THAT COME FROM?! I JUST KISSED HARRY STYLES! OH MY GOSH HE’S GONNA HATE ME NOW! HE’S GONNA THINK I’M SOME KIND OF CRAZY FAN NOW! OH MY GOSH! WHAT DID I JUST DO?!?! So many thoughts rush through my head while I sit staring out my window at the city. I never wanna see him again that’s so embarrassing! I just- I JUST WANNA GO BACK HOME! About 20 minutes later someone knocked on my door, “GO AWAY” my voice cracking a bit. Obviously whoever it was didn’t care because I heard my door open, and then I heard his voice
“Brooke? Um can I come in?” Harry asked quietly.
“Well I guess, since you’re already in here” I scoffed. He came over and sat on the same couch but across from me because I was sitting sideways. I was still too embarrassed to look him in the eye. But I decided to speak up, scared of what he might say. “I’m really sorry Harry I- I don’t know where that came from it just happened and-” he cut me off, which was a good thing because it was turning into a rant and my rants go on forever!
“You don’t have to explain at all Brooke, I really like you and I was just shocked when you kissed me because I didn’t think you felt the same way and I- I didn’t know how to respond so I was frozen that’s why I didn’t kiss back. Please don’t feel bad, it- it’s all my fault” he said very guilty. Once again I’m in shock. Wait no he can’t really “like like” me, he’s Harry Styles for Christ sake. Ugh! He’s so confusing.
“No Harry it’s really not you’re fault. I don’t blame you, and I shouldn’t have done that. I’m not really sure why I did that at all actually. I went way too far, and I don’t blame you at all, in fact I wouldn’t even blame you if you left right now and never turned back. I’m plenty used to it by now” I mumbled the last part.
“What was that?” he asked confused.
“Oh um nothing never mind” I said, scared to reveal too much.
