Blamed chapter7
Hey guys how's nialy sound said like miley yer :)
Lily's pov.
I feel terrible, I didn't mean to hurt niall but I didn't want to lie either. The only thing I remember about him is my sister is obsessed with that boy band. I did apologise right? I realised how much he cares about me when I said I didn't remember him. I know he walked out because he was about to cry.
I really wish I could remember everything, I try to but I can't i really can't. Everytime I try I start to feel dizzy. He hasn't come back to visit me when I'm awake that is he has come once but I was asleep.
I wish I knew how to deal with this i really do. I wish I could say that I feel the same way, but I can't. The last thing i can remember is going to work that day that apparently I met niall, which makes it even harder.
I can hear footsteps coming closer, I look up to see the blonde Irish boy at the door. My mouth drops in shock i didn't expect that. "Um... Hi" he says kind of awkwardly "hey" I say trying to lighten the mood a bit. "How...how have you been?" He asks "good how about you?"
Nialls pov.
The convosation was a bit awkward, she knows how I feel about her and she has apologised so many times for it, but its not her fault she is here its mine.
I was the one who wanted her to go to the stupid interview i was the one who couldn't to her in time, its all my fault. I place my head in my hands with frustration. Lily grabbed my hand and looked me in the eyes "it's gonna work out trust me" she says with confiedents.
I smile starts to appear on my face i haven't smiled for 3 days but i think I have ran out of tears for now. Lily was being realised today which means i can try and spend more time, maybe even try to get her memory back. "Why am I even in hospital?" Lily questions " someone dressed up like our drummer and attacked you" i say her face turning to shock "why would someone do that?" She asks sounding so shocked " I don't know but, it's all my fault I'm so sorry lily I knew it would be to much but I was to dumb at the time to realise it" I say starting to sob i place my head back in my hands "niall the doctors are great maybe they can even help me its ok, but you have to have faith in them, niall I'm so scared trust me and I wish this didnt even happen but it has and I don't even no what to do, I may seem confident but I'm not I'm so scared" Lily's says and start to break down into tears.
I gently rub her back, I'm disappointed in myself, I put my needs first not even knowing how lily must feel i didn't even recognise how scared she is until then. Suddenly I pull out my phone and find a picture of the sign at the concert.
"Lil I'm sorry i didn't even know how you must feel but I want you to know I'm here you can tell me anything" I say as i find the photo.
I place my phone in front of here she looks up to the photo "what's it mean 'I ship nialy'?" She questioned " it means that our fans like you" i say try not to say how they think we should be together "but what's nialy mean?" She says still confused.
I sigh "well back in the hotel you, grace and I were running away from your father he had abused grace the night before and he was coming to get us, paparazzi's got a photo of us holding hands assuming that we were going out" I say in an awkward way but she only starts to laugh i can feel the red going to my checks. "My dad would never hit grace" she says in between giggles "he did" grace says standing at the door.
Lily's mouth hung open with shock "I didnt want to tell you, I wanted you to remember it" grace says "I'm so sorry i" she burst into tears " lily I know you can't remember its not your fault" grace says " yeah it's my" I say and walk out ashamed of my self. I can here lily calling my name but I just ignore it. Someone grabs my arm i immediately know its lily i try to shrug her off, I can feel the tears streaming down my face, I don't want her to see me like this.
"Niall, stop!" She shouts as I'm still trying to shrug her off. "It all my fault it always is" I mumble and of cause she heard me, she spins me around cups my face and kisses me. I wrap my arms around her waist, lifting her to her tiptoes.
"Niall stop blaming yourself for what happened, is it your fault some random guy drugged me? No! So stop it, your making it worse, niall I know how much you care about me and I'm sure i felt the same way, but I need you to believe in me that I can get my memory back, but you need to be patient and I need you to be by my side eveytime I go to hospital for a check up or anything, I just need you with me. I'm not saying that I love you right now, but if this can keep you calm and you may be the key to my memory then, I need you" she says i can only reply with an "ok" then softly pecked her lips.
There u go hope u liked it i think I update Friday now so here ya go :)
