Chapter 12
Hated chapter 12
Nialls pov.
We don't speak that morning it was awkward but we had a small talk, it was hard to get her to talk but she looked really tired. Was that my fault? Was she tired because I woke her up? Now I feel bad i think I should apologise. Maybe later.
I still couldn't get this stupid smile off my face, she kissed me and then ran away, I didn't even notice I was to shocked.
We don't talk about her memory because she gets tearing and apologises about all of it, about not knowing anything, not knowing lots about us, not remembering me. The last one is the hardest because it hurts to say, It really hurts.
Lily's pov.
Well that was an awkward breakfast, time to get ready for my date, well not that sort of date what would you call it i guess I'll just call it a coffee with el. She's so lovely, I don't even know her that well and I think she is an amazing person.
I picked out blue skinny jeans and a tank top, with black high heels. As I walk out of my room i hear 3 wolf whistles, my head snaps to that direction to see Zayn, Liam and Harry starring at me. They then started to giggle.
"You look nice" Harry compliments "why thank you Harold" I say in a posh accent " I think you may need to brush your hair" Zayn jokes looking at the bird nest " I'm hurt" I say placing my hand on my chest in acted like it was affective "I like my hair like this" I say in a playful tone.
I walk in to the bathroom to see a shirtless Niall. Lord help me. Why does he have abs? Why does he look so good and anything? I don't know if I can take this anymore.
I try to look down before he sees my drooling over him. My feet are interesting... Don't look back up, dont look back up. Crap look back down! You never listen to yourself!
"Looking good lil" he says with a half smile in an awkward kinda way. "Thanks nialler" I say replying with the same smile.
I grab the curling iron to curl my hair. I was going with wavy hair. Niall walks back out to the lounge room to watch t.v. I look at myself in the mirror, I never really wore much makeup I never packed it on like a clown.. Like some girls do.
"I'm hung.." I hear as I walk out niall was looking at me as if he saw an angel. I giggle which brings niall back to reality. He blushed and quickly looked away back at the tv.
"How do I look" I say as niall looks back at me " amazing" he blushes wait what did he say!? Oh god he thinks i look good! Breath lil breath!
Now I know how it is to be a fan girl, I feel terrible for them! "Ready to go!" El shouts "you look great she says as she walks out of her an lous bedroom. "Look who's talking" I say looking at a beautiful dress she was wearing.
"Let's go!" El says excitivly "kk let me get my purse" I reply as I walk to my room. I grab it off my bed and quickly walk back into the living room.
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"Tell me everything" el says as we grab our coffees. We sit down at a booth in the shop we were at. "So it's been two or three weeks since I meet them and the boys and fell for niall" I say taking a sip of the hot coffee. " wait so you do like him, I knew it!" El says excitingly "yer I do alot, any who I went to an interview with the boys and they start asking questions about me i couldn't take it so i went to get some air" I say as she squeezes my hand for comfort. I continue and tell her the rest of the story by the end we were both teary. "Well it's time for me to go get some lunch with Lou, are you sure you can get back to the hotel?" She questions. " yeah ill be right" I say as we walk out of the shop.
We wave each other off. I start to walk to a cloths shop when someone grabs me by the arm into a car. "What are you doing let me go!" I scream as I struggle to get out of their grip. Smack as someone's hand is in contact with my face.
It's a girl I can tell from the little chat as she keeps hitting me.
Boom, and I feel a fist hitting my eye that's gonna leave a bruise! "Stop!" I yell "no you don't deserve him, your no one special, you shouldn't even be friends with him" she shouts at me " what are you talking about I don't have a boyfriend!" I reply "then what are you going with niall? Are you using him? What are you doing to my niall!" She shouts back at me.
" I'm not dating niall" I shout as I hear the car hit the brakes and them shoving me out of the car. The light inbraced me as my eyes flitted open in an ally.
I quickly get up, to quickly. I have no luck at all!
I walk out of the ally into a busy street. I look to see a sign on the corner of the street. It's about 2 blocks from the hotel so I slowly walk back.
I open the door to hear everyone laughing. They all look up to see me and the room goes silent niall jumps straight over the coach and hugs me tight.
I can't help the tears from falling. I rest my head on is shoulder a sob in to it. Niall walks me to a room so we can have a talk. He slowly kisses my forehead "everything's ok, it's all fine" he says trying to calm me down i was still sobbing.
"I hate this i hate all of this" I say between sobs "what?" He questions looking confused "life" I whisper, he looks shocked " you can't think like that!" He whispers loudly. He slowly strokes my hair. "I have no choice anymore niall, I can't just hang around you and think I'm safe when I'm not at all" I reply " well u should be safe! It's not fair that your aren't, you don't deserve this hate, we aren't even in a relationship so they shouldn't be treating you like this" he says now with his hand placed on my back.
We stay like this for hours not saying a word. Niall just comforting me rubbing my back.
