The Broken Hearted Girl (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 3

"What should I do? I don't want to die.. but I also don't want this life anymore."

Danny entered the room. He gave me a kiss on my forehead and smiled into my eyes. I smiled back. I didn't want to see him unhappy. But I just wanted to start crying. Breaking down. Running away. So all my problems would disappear. I laid down on my bed. I wrapped the blanket around my body. My face turned into the pillow and I started crying, trying not to make a noise. 

Danny realized it and hugged me tightly trying to cheer me up. I felt his hot muscular body pressed against mine. I decided to do this operation. For him. I loved him. I didn't tell him but he knew it.

Time flew away.. It passed away a lot too fast. I counted the days to my operation. I was happy, well I thought that everything will be okay. 

Danny said he'll spend some time with his friends and that he'll be back in the evening, but he didn't come home. 

I called him, he didn't pick up. The next day he didn't come as well. I started to get crazy, I was damn worried. Suddenly my phone ringed. Danny called me. A smile appeared on my face. I picked up. "Hey baby, where are you? How are you?" I said, but all I heard was he and his friends laughing.

They said that I was just a bet. A fucking bet. They said that they saw me in the bus and made this one.

He ripped my heart out of my body and broke it into million pieces. I thought I really found a boy who wouldn't hurt me. Who is different. Who isn't an asswhole. But I was wrong. My world broke down. I couldn't breath for a moment. I ran away. Into the forest next to my house. I sat down on the ground, crying. Hoping that I would die. Maybe if I die at this operation all my pain will have an end. "NO ELI! Stop thinking like that. You promised to stay strong. There are also some other people that I love I'll fight for them!" I thought.

My daddy came home after work and saw me crying. He hugged me and asked me what happened. I told him everything. "I'll be right back princess, I love you. Please stay in the house."

He didn't say what he is going to do but I knew it. He was on his way to Danny. I actually didn't know what he wanted to do there. To be honest I didn't want to know either.

I felt so lonely. Maybe I wasn't but you don't have to be lonely to feel lonely...