His Girl

I lied, i love you so fucking much it hurts

Recap:
"Isn't that what you wanna hear? All of you, I'm fine, but remember that because of you, all of you, I'm gonna go back to the bitch, stone hearted bitch, that cares about no one, and does everything only for the sack of her gang, no more emotions, no more feelings , no more anythin... Now smile for the camera " i finished plastering a fake smile on my face as the camera man came to our table

When he left i stood up ready to leave but a hand stopped me, and i knew it was hunter from the spark i get every time we touch,"Mar-" i cut him off by snatching my hand out of his, i turned around and glared at him " its Dom. To all of you" i said coldly turning around and walking away

Yeah, I'm fine... Not

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i was back at the house,
...where me and hunter lived

I went to my room immediately and took off the dress and went into the shower and took a shower

After about an hour and when the water went cold i got out of the shower and dried myself up, i put my hair into a messy bun and put my black lace undies and one of Hunters overly large white T-shirt

I crawled onto the bed and cried myself to sleep

Boom

I woke up startled to the sound of the front door being shut close

I believe that he has come home

I looked at the clock on the phone and saw 4:30 am lit in white

Fuck

I sighed and stood up and walked towards the living room

I know that now that i woke up, I'm not gonna be able to sleep

I saw that there was no one in the living room and headed to the kitchen

I made a cup of hot chocolate and put whipped cream on top with chocolate chips

And then I walked outside and towards the pool, i sat down and dipped my feet in the water

After a bit i felt a presence next to me so i hardened my face and didn't look at him

"Please don't do this to me, i know that what we've done was wrong, and i know that we should be punished for what we have done but please don't forbid me from the best thing that has happened to me in years, the person who pulled me out of the black hole i was walking, rather running into, please Maria...please" i know that he was crying

I know that he was crying because of me

And i know that I can't take it

Because he was my light

He was the moon to my night

My sun at the end of the tunnel

The light that's guiding me

I know that he lost his baby also

I know that he almost lost me too