P.S. Don't be Afraid

1- Roommates

-Hey guys! This is my first chapter of the book, I hope you like!-

Kate
Well I guess I'm living with Aidan. We know a lot about each other but we were never close friends. We talked a lot, but he was never really a close friend to me, the fact that I'm afraid of him is why. I hope this works out. We're completely different— I have long ombré hair, blue eyes, and him, he has blonde hair, and brown eyes, he likes reading, I like writing.

He acts different around me, as if I'm weird or something. I don't know why.

We're moving into the apartment today.

"Kate," Aidan says, "this is your room." He reveals a nicely made room with everything; A bed, tumblr quotes, pictures of my friends and I, closet, dresser, etc.

His room has posters, bed, closet, dresser, pictures, etc. "I like my room." I tell him.

"I did it all by myself." He smiles. I laugh. I look around my new room, and set up a nice clothing thing, so I can easily see what's what. I place my shoes and pants in the closet, so I don't waste it.

For some reason I feel like he's hiding something from me, considering the fact he always acts weird around me.

"Want to... go out for something to eat?" he asks. "Sure."

"Alright. I've got some errands to do for my mom and dad so I'll be back around... 6," Aidan says.

"Ok see you later," I say as he walks out.

I've decided I'm going to sneak around in his room, not that I'll find anything.

I walk into his room, and I sit on his bed. It's a very comfy bed. I also start to feel tired.. and for some reason since his bed is so comfy, I fall asleep.
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[Later on that Day]
"Huh...?" I wake up to Aidan leaning over me. "You fell asleep in here. Sneaking around already, aren't we." He laughs.

Aidan picks me up, and walks outside of the apartment with me. Then he makes his way over to his car, and places me in the passenger seat.

He closes the door and walks over to the other side, and places himself in the  drivers seat.

"How about.. the Broadstreet Diner?"

"Sure," I say.

So we have now arrived there, and I decide since breakfast is all day... I'm going to get pancakes. "You're so weird. That's my favorite thing about you." Aidan tells me. "Thanks."

Our food arrives, and I sit there looking stupid eating pancakes, I am stupid though being that I'm scared of Aidan. When he picked me up I almost had a heart attack.
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[When we finished Dinner]
Finally after all this time he is finished.

He insists he pays, but I want to.

"No, my treat, if it's my treat, I pay." Aidan says. "No I allowed you to take me, so I should pay. Kate should pay, not Aidan," I say.

"I'm paying and that's final." He strictly tells me. "Fine," I put a sad face expression.

He pays and picks me up once again, exits the restaurant and puts me in the car.
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[When we arrive back at the Apartment]
Aidan
Oh, just I really love her so much. She just doesn't trust me or something, I don't understand. She seems to as if tense up and be shy around me, why?

Uh, I'll figure it out I guess. I walk over to Kate and pick her up, it's 8:00, and I want her to get some rest. I carry her to her room and set her down calmly on her bed. "Get some rest." I tell her.

"I don't want to but fine," she replies.

It's been about 10 minutes and she's completely knocked out. Aidan, you need some rest yourself. I get into my pajamas and go into my room.

Before going to bed, I open up my notes on my phone, and write this.

"February 26, 2016:

          It's been a great day, today is the first day I've been with her all alone in the apartment. Just something she's recently been doing is that she tenses up and becomes shy around me, and I don't like that. Like she doesn't trust me or something. Anyways we went to dinner and of course she gets pancakes.

I love her a lot and I hide this from her. Maybe she's hiding something from me too? Possibly. Anyways, I'm heading off to bed.

-Aidan"

Since I've finished typing that, I drift off into a peaceful sleep, dreaming about life, if her and I ever dated.