It has been a long time
Since I told the truth
Too long
So here it is
Do you remember the week
I didn't say a word to you?
That was the week
I forced myself to throw up
I stuck two fingers down my throat
It took several tries
And it burned when it happened
I'm only telling you because
I get the urge to do it again
But the only reason I don't is you
I will deny I ever said this
If you ask me tomorrow
But the thought of how
It would affect you
To see me in that state
Made me stop and think
And I have one more confession to make
I never saw you as just my friend
You were always so much more to me
But I want you to be happy
And I know you will never be happy with me
Because I am broken
So I when watch you leave with another
I will not speak
