falling apart

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If one more person asks if I'm okay
I swear I'll pouch them in the mouth
Why am I like this every day?
I just want to be myself

Your lies mean nothing to me
It's the kind words you say
That make me this way
Don't act like you can't see

I know you don't want to hurt me
I'm fine, trust me
Look at me, I'm smiling
Happiness is the emotion you see

Nothing else, trust me
You can't help, stop trying
Don't leave me
I need you by my side

There is a poll of blood beneath me
Reach out your arms and save me
Don't touch me, I can't stand you
My mind is a thread

Can you hear it snapping?
Soon I will be falling up the sky
My head hurts, I don't know why
But I like the feeling of it throbbing

Again and again a hammer pounds against my brain
What were you saying?
I can't hear a word you say
Get out of my head, you foul thing

I need you help, give me it please
My eyes are closing, I'm falling asleep
Rock me back and forth in the corner
Don't make a move, come to me

I love you more than ever before
I hate you, stay away
Hold my hand as we walk into battle
Bullets heal mental wounds quicker than kisses

Don't worry, I'm fine
I just need sometime alone to clear my mind
Let us take back our shattered peace
Put it back together

Than I'll be at ease
I will try to put my mind back together
If I cant, I must leave
No one else should die because of me

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