I didn't do anything wrong I didn't lie I didn't use I didn't cut I didn't do anything but somehow my past keeps finding a way to snake back into my life just when things get okay just when I feel better things go down the shitter and I'm tired of it I'm so tired of it.... They don't believe me tho... Cuz in their wyd in still just the problem child the fuck up the bi polar kid the impulsive one the one that can't do shit right.... And you know what's really sad.... I know things will never change they say it will but I know it won't I know for a fact it won't it might get better but it will never change and that's really sad to think about u know it's sad to think this will always be life hopping from one problem to the next they will never look at me as Ashton they will always look at me Ashton the fuck up Ashton the bi polar Ashton the druggie or anything else I will never just be Ashton and that sucks that sucks a lot cuz for once in my life I will never just be Ashton..... I will never just be okay.... I will never just be me cuz every time I try things get bad again so that's it for now I guess
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RandomHey guys this is just kinda an all about me bookish thing my struggles and victories in life hope u love