I remember it like it was yesterday and the pain has went numb and the wound still hasn't wounded.
(Sophomore year) It was just another average day at school. And I had finally got my mother to agree to let me go home. It was about 1:00 or so. Little did I know what was going on. So I'm having the time of my life everything seems to be going great other than a few small issues that everyone has.
I'm leaving to go home I pull out of the parking lot spinnin' tires 'cause I'm ready to go home. As I'm heading home, I stop by the convenient store to buy junk I didn't need. A few hours goes by and I'm playing the epic game of Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim. I'd been playin' it since I got home that day.
I got a text from a good friend of mine and she said that something bad has happened to someone I held dear. I asked who. She didn't respond to me for awhile and finally she said you need to call me, so I did.
She eases me up to what happened and finally she tells me that the girl I grew up with from a very young age, fell in love with, and dated for years. She had told me she passed away...
I was in denial and overwhelming shock. She asked if I was okay and I asked if she killed herself. I asked that because of what I'd heard from people who were close to her. I asked that and she said no. She explained to me that she had died in a car accident.
Completely traumatized, I didn't know how to react. So I head back inside from hearing the awful news. My best friend asked me if I was alright and I had to be the one to tell her that her best girl friend had passed away. About 20 minutes after I told her the news, I broke down. I broke down in absolute tears and pain of heartbreak. I loved her from day one I knew her. We grew up together and there wasn't a time we really wanted to be apart. And now that I was only 17 and she had just turned 16 the previous month. May 14, 2015, the girl I loved passed away at 1:35 in the afternoon. Not only that I had to go to my cousins wedding which was two days later. Going to something I won't be able to do with my love. She's with me everyday and I feel it. But that's not all...
