Anthony got out of the car and waved to Mark, he entered into his house and hung up his sweater and went to the bathroom, he got his towel and his clothes he was gonna wear, he turned on the shower and got in the warm sprinkling water, he remembered that Ian died in this very bath tub, he could feel a pain in his throat, that he just let out sobs, he fell to the shower floor with his hands on his face, he couldn't tell if there was tears, the water was running all over his face.
After 10 minutes of sobbing, he heard a noise, he turned off the water and listened, he heard footsteps coming up the steps, then he heard them getting closer and closer to the bathroom, Anthony quickly got out and quickly put on his boxers, then he got his pocket knife that was on the counter, he heard someone knock on the bathroom door, then the voice spoke, "Hey, Ant, you in there!?" Anthony froze in shock, he put down the knife and yanked open the door, but, Ian wasn't there, Anthony was confused, he picked up his clothes and walked to his room, he put his clothes on the bed and got the towel and dried himself off, he sat on the bed and unfolded his pants, he pulled them on, then he sat down, he felt the knot in his throat, he broke into sobs once again, he couldn't bare the lose of his friend, who was considered a lover to Anthony, then out of no where, "Anthony, what's wrong?" Anthony quickly looked up and saw who he thought he would never see again, it was Ian, he looked at Anthony worriedly and concerned, Anthony froze, staring at Ian, he couldn't believe his eyes, Anthony shot up, "Ian!?" Anthony slowly walked toward him, he tried to touch him, but sadly, his hand went right through him, Anthony spoke, "I-Ian!? Y-You're a ghost!?" "H-How!?" Anthony looked at him confused, "What do you mean?" "How did I die!?" Anthony, tears now rolling down his face, "Y-You, committed suicide... You took your own life, I found you in the tub, a razor blade was in your hand, cuts all over your arm, the water was bloody and red, an empty bottle of pills, on the floor." Ian froze in shock, "Why, why would I do that?" Anthony picked up Ian's phone on the bed side table, "You were getting bullied by haters." Ian tried to touch the phone, but his hand went through it, Ian sighed, suddenly, *knock knock knock*
"Hello!? Anthony!?" Anthony just remembered, he had a date with Kalel, he put down Ian's phone and quickly got his shirt on and buttoned up his pants, Ian was confused, "What's going on?" "I forgot I had a date with Kalel, God I'm a bad boyfriend to forget your own date!"
Ian nodded and walked out the room, Anthony got ready and ran down stairs, he opened the door, "Hey babe, sorry, many things have been going through my mind, losing Ian, being alone, I'm sorry." Kalel have his a smart ass look, "Uh hello, you're not alone, you got me!" "I know, it's just hard to do things without Ian, I really miss him." "Look, it's the past, you need to get over it, he is gone, he is not coming back, okay!?" Anthony started to feel hatred after what she said, he soon snapped, "Look! You can't control my life, I can miss my closest friend if I want, you can't do anything about it, you are not God, you know what, I'm done, I can't be with you, and I ain't sorry!" Kalel, gave him a glare, "Fine! Guess what, I never loved you!" Kalel walked away from the door and stomped to her car, then drove away, Anthony closed the door and walked to the living room, he sat down on the couch and put his hands on his face, he later down and closed his eyes, he soon fell asleep.
