"This was the boy I loved. A little bit messy. A little bit ruined. A beautiful disaster. Just like me." - The Evolution of Mara Dyer, Michelle Hodkin
I always was attracted by persons I knew I was not supposed to be able to have. I always loved the challenge of making them change their mind. It often brought me trouble but it was what I appreciated the most.
I always was attracted to people who were broken inside. I always wanted to mend their hearts. It was irresistible for me to understand what had broken them and how to fix them. I usually was the one who ended up broken in the end but it never stopped me either.
I am now standing alone in my living room wondering what to do and what I want. Well, I want him but I can't have him. The challenge can't even be considered. He loves another woman. I always thought this woman was me but I was wrong. He was broken and still is. But when we are together, I mend his heart and make him forget. Same goes for me. He was the only one who could mend me. He was the only one able to make me forget the Huntress screaming inside of me, seeking revenge on boys who had broken me. He was my little broken soul yet so strong and powerful. He was the messy boy I always found so beautiful.
He is my beautiful disaster. I wish I could have been his.
~ Eli G. - February 2016.
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PoetryThis is not going to be a story. I'm simply going to post here some text I've written a while ago and some more recently. Their common point ? They are all talking about the person that I loved at the time I wrote it. I really hope you will enjoy th...
