Bieber Blood, Bieber Past, Bieber Present

chapter 11

(Jake POV)

I was sitting on the couch with kiana in my house while her legs rested on my lap as she sat there cuddling into my chest. Shes broken and I can see it. Shes gone through so much since last year and it doesnt seem to be getting better.....but I wanna be there to change that. ..I want...scratch that......I need to help her....because in the end..it wont matter what the world wants or what she needs to do to make someone else happy....but what she wants and what I can give her ti make her happy. I love her. Kiana sat back on the couch with her legs still on my lap.

kiana:jake..I-i dont know what im gonna do...I feel like everyone is turning their backs on me.....justin said he doesnt even know who I am for dating chaz...and kayla...oh gosh kayla.

She started letting tears fall down her face as she put her head jn her hands. Then she looked back up to me.

kiana:jake...kayla has not one day walked out on me since the start of our friendship...shes been there for EVERYTHING.....and..I just pushed her away but I wasnt trying to...and now I feel like.....I cant get my sister back.

I awed in my head about her being like a sister to kayla. I reached over and whiped kianas face from all the tears and just held her cheak.

jake:im not walking out on you.. I love you kiana...ive always loved you and you and I have been through deep shit before.......you and chaz...is something none of us expected and I dont want you with someone whi is forcing you to do something you dont want.

kiana:you dont understand jake!

She stood up and looked at me.

kiana:chaz has everything...power..control.....he has looks that just pulk a girl in and then he uses his talk to finish you off. He has some deep dish over my brother that he could release to the world if I dont do as he says.

I stood up and faced her.

jake:but you said that hes changed key....if that's true....then why are you allowed ti make your own choice..why dont you have a say-

kiana:BECAUSE IF I SAY ANYTHING..MY ASS WILL BE WHIPPED-

jake:THAN HE HASNT CHANGE KEY!

She looked down.

jake:than he hasnt..........and I dont want you to be hurt...I love you way too much for something to happen to you.

kiana:if I break up with chaz........

Tears went down her face more as she looked off to the side.

kiana:....then hes just gonna break me even more.

I tried to say something but she placed her hand over my mouth and looked me in the eyes.

kiana:to break me.....he would hurt justin,pattie,dad,jada,kayla,.........you....and I cant have that jake...I cant and I wont.

I looked at her...shes really stuck in this problem and it seems almost impossible to stop it.

jake:but thats why you have me..and I promise to do everything I can to help....we have to let justin and kayla know what hes doing to you-

kiana:NO.....the fact that I told you is risky enough...telling them will just make trouble...you know that justin acts before he thinks. ..I dont want either if them to know.

jake:but if you really dont love chaz and dont want to be with him...why lie to them.

kiana:jake...I love you soo much and I know I want to bs with you instead of chaz....but what I told them and you.....wasnt a lie....I do love chaz.