When everything change

Normal life again ...

Hayi placed herself in front of Gray , she glanced at him asking : " How are you today ?"
-Not okay at all ..
-I'm sorry for your lost ..
Gray stared at her with eyes full of pain , he stills under shock and he wasn't ready to talk however he had to force himself and to pretend that everything was okay ....
By looking to Gray's situation now , it was the same when they met for the first time , but now Gray's sadness in more intense ...
Hayi tried to hid her tears questioning :
- Can you help me ?
-How ?
-Days ago I logged in the net and I found an advertisement about an ART school in Germany , I want to join it ...
-And how can I help ?
-Well , I'm too shy to ask you about money especially in such time ...
-I understand , after all you helped me a lot ..
-What do you mean ???
-I mean you need to get paid too for all the efforts you made ...
-Seriously Gray ???? I thought we were friends ...
-I don't think so ... I had to pay for every mistake you did , Zico raped you and I had to take care of you which is the main reason of losing SeoIn ... I'm overwhelmed Hayi... Since the day you joind this house everything goes wrong and we still in a mess until this moment ...
-That's why I'm going to leave Korea forever ...
-When are you planning to go ?
-As soon as possible ...
-Okay , I will provide you with everything you need ...
-Thanks ...
-I'm tired , please close the door behind you ...

Hayi was totally broken , she regretted the day she joined that school , the day she met Gray , the day she helped SeoIn ... She sent a deep sigh , backing to her room ...
She found Jess waiting for her
-Hey ...
Jess took the cigarette from her mouth answering :
-Ah you are here , I was waiting for you ...
-okay ;;
-I want to tell you something and maybe it would help ... SeoIn does everything under pressure , she wasn't able to refuse her father 's order ...
-oh really ;;
-Yeah , Zico told me everything ...
-That bastard ... I couldn't believe when they told me that he was the one who helped Simon ...
-You should believe then , it's gangsta's stuffs which you can't understand , but when a gangsta wants to confront another gangsta , it must be man to man , that's why Zico couldn't left Simon harmed behind him besides he didn't kill him , he chose to help him for a future fair battle ..
-oh I'm so touched , I'm going to cry...
Jess smirked for Hayi's mockery then she added :
-you must take care of Gray , especially for those days ....
-Sorry but I can't ..
-WHY ????
-I'm going to leave Korea ...
-Oh really ?? and why did you take this decision now ???
-because .... Because Gray wants that ...
-Oh really ? did he asked for that ?
-He didn't , yet I can read it from his face expressions and his painful eyes...
-listen to me , It's too clear that you like Gray and I can tell that Gray does too , and even though you feel like he is trying to send you away just remember that he is doing that just to keep you safe , look at yourself you've been raped , kidnapped and almost being killed ... Gray lost SeoIn then he found her but see how it ended , now he is so sensitive , we all need to help him , not only you !! okay ..
-I'm scared for real ... I feel like I can't look into his eyes again , I feel like I'm the one who disappointed him , I wish if I could hug him and tell him how much he does mean to me ...
-Just do it then... don't run away ..
-He is the one who's running away ...
-You both need to talk , nothing more , you only need to listen to each other and to correct everyone's point of view ...
-Eh , I will try unnie , but if he keeps hurting me , I will leave forever ..
-Okay deal ...

*1 week later *

Hayi backed to her house
-Ummaaaaaa ..
-OMG my dear daughter , I missed you ...
-oh great , thanks god , aren't you mad ?
-I was mad and I was worried then being mad , yet I missed youuuuu...
-Oh you changed a lot mum hahaha , you aren't even mad for not going to school for the whole 2 weeks ?
-of course I'm , but thanks God that you are okay...
-yeah sure ...
-I have classes 1 hour later , prepare yourself , I must take you to school ...
-yeah sure ..

Hayi felt like she backed to her safe life , to wear her uniform with her regular eyeliner , she discovered how much she missed her face with makeup when she stared into her reflection ...

she entered the school , holding a book and then she head to her classroom ...
She was surprised for seeing Gray there too , but she pretended like nothing happened then she took a sit next to him questioning : " So how are you today ?"
-Better ...
-Gray don't play with my nerves , you know that I hate it when you act this cold ..
-well I don't , and don't talk to me like this ,unless you will discover the real Gray ..
-Seriously ... I'm speechless ...

Gray put his head on the table ignoring Hayi , oh yeaaah it seemed like she was re-watching her first days here and repeating them with details ...
the class started and ended too quickly , Hayi took her book trying to leave until a soft hand took hers ...
Hayi was following Gray , who seemed walking with her directionless , until they reached his new car , He took a deep breath then he opened the door bringing out a big suitcase , she started at him with a face full of questions : " this is sum of money , it would help you a lot there until you get a job .."
Hayi gazed at him with teary eyes and a cold smile adding : " thanks ..but I think that I'm not leaving.."
-Oh really , okay you still can take them...
-I don't need to ...
-honestly , I don't feel like want to see your face again ...
-Do you really mean that ???
Gray turned entering his car leaving Hayi with a wet face , suddenly she run over him , standing in front of him then she yelled : GRAY I LOVE YOU ....

Gray opened his eyes widely , he couldn't add anything besides he couldn't do anything , Hayi 's confession surprised him and to be honest he knew that she does love him yet he didn't know that she was so brave to tell him...
Hayi was crying in front of him , however it was so hard for him to hug her and to wipe her tears , maybe because of SeoIn again even though he was sure about his feels for Hayi too.. that's why he chose to leave ; he wasn't ready , he wasn't really....

Hayi stood there dumbfounded , she realized that she wasn't supposed to do that , Gray doesn't deserve her for real ...
*later *
-Hello ..Jay
-Oh Hayiiii , heeeey , I missed you how are you ?
-Fine u ?
-well great , unless I have exams for the next week ..
-HAHAHA , I see ,well can you do a favor for me ?
-Ofc !!!
-I forgot my pencil palette ,add too I need you to give Gray a small present ...
-yeah sure , but why don't you come to Gray's house ..
-I don't think that it's a good idea .. well I will meet you in the back yard of the school tomorrow..
-Okay ..

Gray was swimming between every line in the picture ..
-Gray , Gray are you listening to me ...
-yeah sure , I have no problem ...