When everything change

fake lust

  Hayi backed to her normal life besides she already talked to her mother about her decision and she agreed ...
She booked for a flight on the next Monday , She was acting like everything ended however she would die to see Gray again ...
She stopped going to school to avoid those perturbations and she focused on welcoming her new life cheerfully ...
2 days before her left , she received a call from Simon :
-But we must see you before you leave ...
-I'm sorry Simon I need a break and I'm scared if something goes wrong again ...
-You don't have to be , you know we are ready to protect you ... after all we are friends Hayi ..
-I ... I'm just ... uggggh
-Is it because of Gray ?? Don't listen to him , he is acting like a bitch only in front of you however he is suffering inside and we all already know that ...
-I'm not mentioning Gray , I don't even care about him , I'm only scared ..
-Gray is dying here by the way ... and at 9 Pm you will find Gray's Lamborghini waiting for you ..
-But ...
Simon hanged up , he stared at the boys adding : "She kept on refusing ... "
-Come on she needs to come , I already rent Dudart café from my mom ...
-I'm sure that she will come , by the way she was talking to me I can say that she will agree ...

*Hayi's house *
-Mum I need to buy a new dress ...
-Why ?
-well , I will attend a good bye party organized by bunch of my friends ...
-I still disagreeing your choice , I can't accept such quick decision , plus I thought you wanted to become a doctor besides drawing would be just a hobby ...

Hayi took her mother's hand adding : " mum trust me , it's better for me to do something that I love .. add too I need to start a new beginning especially after SeoIn's death .."
-yeah ... I think so ... Mr young stills under shock , I think I will move to her house ..
-HUH ???
-yeah , she is alone now and you are going to leave too , it's better to keep an eye on her for the upcoming days until she gets well ...
-yeah , sure why not ... and take care ..
-ofc ...
-Mom can I ask you a question , do you know anything about SeoIn ?
-What do you mean ...?
-Forget about it .. I must go ..
-okay take care ...

It have been a while since she went for shopping , she bought a brand new high heels and a dress then she head to her house ... She didn't find her mother which comforted her even more since she was scared if her mother discover about her relationship with Gray's gang ...

Hayi prepared herself , then she sit on her bed waiting for Gray's car , until her phone rang :
-Hello ..
-Ms Hayi , it's Jinoya , are you ready ?
-yeah sure , I will be there in one minute ..


*Dudart café*
-Oh Simon you look so handsome ...
-Fuck classy , I'm swag ...
Simon chuckled while he threw a sight on Gray who was wearing a suits ...
Loco laughed adding : Emmmm , I think Gray is going to get married today .. what do you think guys ?
-Shut up lady gaga , you know that I was supposed to go to a friend's weeding but that bastard Jay ........ Fuck him
Loco acted so innocent while he was putting bottles of champagne on the table asking : " What's wrong ?????"
-Fuck , I waked up to find my garage empty , I thought everything was robbed but my maid told me that Jay took all of them , and now I missed my friend's weeding just to attend this stupid meeting ...
Simon jumped on Gray surrounding his neck with his arm saying : " Don't play that hard Bae , it will be such a great party ..."
-Firstly , don't call me bae , secondly I'm free to do whatever I want ,why do you all force me to be with you , you already know that I 'm good at ruining your mood ...
-you won't since Jessi will take care of you ...
-OH FUCK , why do I have to suffer this much because of you guys ?
-Because we love you and we want you to be happy ...
-I can't and I won't be able to smile again , you have to admit this truth , SeoIn took my soul ...

After those heart breaking words Gray stood from his chair in order to leave , Loco started at Simon who was speechless in front of Gray's answer ..However he forced himself to draw a fake smile on his lips addin : 'Gray ..'
Gray turned for him ...
-Please give yourself another chance , you are too young to suffer this much ...
Gray left the door behind him without any answer ...

After 15 minutes , the other came , Hep , Elo , Jay , Jessi and they called some of their DJ friends , DJ wegun and Dj pumkin ..
The music was too loud , and it was so easy for Hayi to hear it even before she left the car ...
She entered the café to find the whole team there , of course except Gray , She hugged them one by one ...
they started dancing like insane , all of them lost their mind ,since it was easy for them to get drunk , Loco was so funny , he kept screaming his name and lady gaga's name .. Hep was too crazy and it was the first time for Hayi to see him in such sitation because he used te be the calmest , however Simon and Jessi were conscious and even though they were dancing dirtly together they were enjoying every step , Hayi whispered : " that jerk is enjoying touching girls' butts ... omg"
Hayi was staring at them with eyes full of pain , suddenly she can't hear anything around her ,the world seems as if it's been paused in the color of black and white , she took another sip of her glass to fix all this mess ... repeating " Your voice is the only thing echoing in my ear .."

Suddenly Gray entered , Dj wegun scremed : " GEUSS WHO'S HEEEEEEEEEERRREEE ..."
and the people yelled : ' LEE SUNG HWAAAAA'
Gray smirked for them , it seems like something was wrong about him , he seemed so comfortable and a sweet smile was hiding a lot of different feels , Hayi could read him even when he was trying to fake his expressions ....
He sit next to Hayi and she could smell alcohol from his mouth ,he questioned holding his glass of Jack Daniel's wine : " How are you ?''
-better than you ..
-Emm ofc you must be since it will be so easy for you to start a new life .. however there are people who couldn't take a breath without feeling pain through their chest ..
-Do you think that I'm happy for SeoIn's death ? I'm dying every minute seeing you in such situation..
-I'm FINE , I'M FINE PEOPLE , WHY DO YOU STILL THINKING THAT I'M GOING TO SUCIDE LIKE LAST TIME????? OFC I WON'T , I'M THE OWNER OF THE BIGGEST GANG IN KOREA , WHY DO I NEED TO WORRY THIS MUCH , I CAN GET ANY BITCH , SLUT , WHORE ..I CAN GET ANY GIRL FOR ONE NIGHT , I ONW MONEY ,POWER , PEOPLE OBEY MY ORDERS ........."

Hayi couldn't add anything , it was clear Gray was totally drunk ,... she called Jessi to help her to pick him up ...but Jessi was drunk too ...
Hayi helped Gray to stand up , then she leaded him out to his Lamborghini , she glanced a little bit then she said to the driver who helped Gray to enter the car : " I think I'm the one who is going to take him home .''
-Oh Ms Hayi , but ...
-please .. you can go and enjoy the party .
-I musn't ..
-Okay , just take a taxi and follow us , I won't tell anybody..
-Eh , okay MS Hayi ..
Hayi head to Gray's house , as usual she found his equipment waiting for him in the hall.. She tried to bow for them while Gray was totally enable to sand up on his feet ...
the maid helped him to lay back on the bed , while she tried to take off his clothes , until Hayi interrepted her when she entered after talking to Jay through the phone :
"I can take care of him..."
-Okay , I'm leaving , and if he asks for a shower call me ..
-yeah sure ...
The maid closed the door , leaving behind her a pathetic girl lost in a sleepy gangsta ...
Hayi felt a little bit relaxed , no pressures , no swimming in deep thoughts and thinking about Gray's situation , only looking at him lying in front of her like an angle ...
Hayi sit in the corner of the bed , then she took off Gray's sneaks , coming to his socks ..
she made him sitting then she unzipped his pant ,taking it off ,to be honest she was trying to avoid throwing sights on his private zone !!
Gray was sighing so hard , and moaning for no reason which made the situation harder for her !!!
Her face turned totally red , and finally she changed that damn Jeans to a comfortable pajama ...
She threw a glance on him before standing up to leave his room ...
Suddenly he called her name : " Hayiii !!!!"
She turned to see him trying to stand up , he was trying to act like a sober but Hayi couldn't trust him so that she was ready to catch him if he fell on the ground ...
He took some steps , then he stopped looking into the floor and it was clear that he was going to fall so she jumped holding him from the shoulders ..
-Don't leave me SeoIn please ...
Those words cut her chest into million pieces , She replied him with a fake strong voice :
-I wish if I could be SeoIn just for one day and to bring back that bright smile on your face ...
-I wish if I could be good for her ... I'm too weak to start another life .. I'm too scared to look into her eyes , I can't handle anymore .... I want to kill myself
Gray gathered his strength again and he started the conversation again : " please stay here , I'm asking you a favor .."
Hayi's eyes widened : " ME ???"
-yes you Hayi ...
Hayi's heart beat started racing however she couldn't be that happy for this request : he was drunk and he could be irresponsible about anything he does ...
Gray glanced at her , she didn't do any step : ofc Gray was doubtful and it was hard for her to trust that man , he was like the sea beautiful but harmful and he could betray you in every moment with a dangerous wave ...that's the great definition of Gray .. He was that rough sea in Hayi's eyes ..
-I will treat you better , I can't let you go yet ..
-You aren't ready for me Gray , you need more time alone ...
-Your love is the thing which locked me in against my will..
-It's hurt ... stop
-no it doesn't , that's the real meaning of love ... Hayi , I'm in love with you ....
-SUNGHWA ..........

Gray took some steps slowly till he got next to her , he bended over her until he enjoyed that sweet perfume , He pressed her face between his two hands , spamming those lips with a passion kisses and getting a lower and lower in every kiss till he got to her neck and tasted her amazing fragrance...
Gray stopped for w while , spending one minute without saying a word ..Hayi was admiring his dim and cloudy eyes , traveling downwards and upon seeing the growing tent in his pants...It was lust and desire for sure ...
Hayi held Gray's hands whispering : " I'm ready to ease your ache.."
Suddenly the monster inside him waked up , he repeated the kiss work but this one was more violent..
firstly he threw her on the bed after trying so hard to hold her even he was drunk , then he started unzipping her dress , until he reached her underwear ...
he was eating every part of her with his lips , besides he was licking and sucking between her breasts till he stopped her a while just to play with her hair softly ...
Hayi was moaning after trying hard to throw her bra away and to let him continue that perfect work ..
He kept on moving down until he placed his face between her legs ...like always Gray's heart was pounding loudly every time he starts to fuck a girl ..
He glanced at Hayi who got the body bent in the name of pleasure, sending a loud moan linked by : GIVE IT TO ME NOW..."

Suddenly Gray felt something was holding him from keep on this path , He remembered that SeoIn
and how he wasn't able to touch her .. she was so meanfull and he refused the idea of sleeping with her ... and now Hayi , her temptation got the whole climax and her moans were able to affect Gray's sexual desire but he wasn't ready to to put a finger on her ...
Surprised, Gray jumped from the ground , yelling : " Go ..."
-WHAT ,?????
-I SAID LEAVE NOW ...
Hayi started shedding tears , of cause she used to Gray's mood , she threw a sight adding :
"-U need to know something and to keep it in your mind , I'm not an easy girl and I was totally wrong to trust someone like you !!! I'm not a slut who was asking for it or a bitch looking for someone to fuck ... I was only following my heart , but look at yourself and how disrespectful you were.."
- You won't understand me even I explain ...
Hayi glanced at him with a wet face , correcting her hair and without adding a word she disappeared behind his room's door ..
-AISHHHHHHHH .....

Hayi asked Jinooya to pick her up and he agreed of course ... before that , while she was descending the stairs , Jay stopped her asking : " Hayiiii what's wrong ????"
-I hate you , I hate you all , I hate you Gray ...
She was yelling out loud and Jay tried to comfort her : " please Hayi , relax and take it easy !! what's wrong ??"
-I'm leaving forever and I don't wanna see you all especially that psycho ...

Jay understood that it's was related to Gray's bad behavior as always ...he let her shoulders then he head to Gray's room finding him smoking his cigarette ..
-Gray ...
-please leave Jay...
-I think we must back to our work now after making sure of her left ..
-Call Zino and the boys we need to reunite ..
-Yes sir