My Thoughts

Feb.27

I have just realized something
I can never love
My heart been has been crushed
Too much
By the same one
I've given my heart to people
But it's come back broken and fractured
It's hard to trust them
When all you see are fragments
It's scary to look at it
In tiny little pieces
Worrying about how to fix it
Instead of buying a new one
Sometimes I think love is a joke
That you call it love
But you left them seconds ago
I can't stand the pain
Without your heart it's hard to live
There's no blood in my veins
It's all down my arm
I cry myself to sleep
Cause I don't know how to cope
I search in the night
Looking for hope
Love is the worst
You either fall in or out of it
It's like a hole
You can fall in it
But there is always someone with a ladder
Helping you up.
When you're tired and worn out
All that's left is a huge mark
Your body is cold and dark
As wet bark
You sit on your roof in the night
Looking at your broken heart
You throw it off the edge
Because that's not who you are
Love is your worst enemy
It makes you do things you regret
It makes you vivisect yourself
And it leaves the worst marks
You contemplate your life
Wanting to die
Knowing they'll never love you again
But you want them
You can never be happy again
You're sad and alone
Wondering if they remember you
But they're too busy boning another girl
Love is the worst thing
You find the one
They say they love you
Then they move along
You never know what you're going to get
Love is cliché
It's something taught to us
Something that amazing and great
But in the end it turns out
That story is fake
Basically all I'm saying
Is that you can love your friends and family
But it's hard to love other people
Because all you've been taught
Is fake