Romance In Fall

Prologue

Have you ever lay in bed, staring at the ceiling of your room, thinking to yourself 'When am I gonna die?' no? Then let me tell you, that's my every waking day. Constantly thinking when I'm gonna die or will I ever be lucky enough to live to see tomorrow.

You see other people want to die, to end their misery but they don't realize how lucky they are that they can still live knowing fully well that they'll wake up the following morning, as for me, I'm not certain. I don't know if I'll be able to wake up the next morning being in the same state I was when I went to bed last night, for all I knew it would be only a matter of days, hours, minutes or even seconds before I die.

People just don't understand that life is a precious gift and that there are people who wish they could have their life instead, specifically people with cancer wish they could live their life like a normal person but some people would commit suicide and waste their life instead while people with cancer would struggle everyday trying to live to see tomorrow while others waste it.

I'm going around in circles, aren't I? But my main point is, the bottom line is that there are really some people who doesn't know how to value life the way we cancer patients do.

Oh, and by the way I'm Autumn Fall Johnson. 17 years old and a cancer patient..

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•So... what do you guys think??