'Death is nothing at all. I have only slipped away into the next room.'
There are days where life is good and days where it is bad but you just have to try and soldier through whatever life throws at you no matter how painful it is.
V's POV
It was a few days after Jin hyung's passing and I was struggling to cope... I kept looking at this one quote trying to make myself believe that it was true. At first I was a bit apprehensive on whether it was true or not but I learnt to start believing it when this happened....
I was sat in my hut which i always went to I tried to calm myself down after the death of my Hyung/Eomma Jin i really missed him, he had passed away two days before and i was so upset. While I was thinking of all the good times we all had together i saw someone walk past the opening to my hut i was startled by this as no one knew where this hut was as it was in the middle of nowhere, the person pops their head around the opening and says "Hey, you okay?" i look in confusement for a while but then said "Ji-Young?!" i see a smile rise on her face causing me to smile as she was a very close friend i hadn't seen since high school.
She asks me with a smile on her face "how you been taehyung?" i made a slight smile then she asked me again i just shrugged my shoulders, she could tell something was up with me as i always used to smile and act happy. She saw that i had a booklet in my hand that said 'in memory of Kim Seok Jin' she was shocked as she was really close with Jin aswell she then started to shed a few tears which made me cry even more. She tried to comfort me but i wouldn't let her and i kept pushing her away, she then left after trying 5 times to comfort me and hug me however i never knew where she went but i didn't follow her as i wanted to stay where i couldn't see anyone and could be by myself.
Ji-Young's POV
I had just found out Jin oppa had passed away and i was mortified and upset i couldn't stop myself from crying i just kept walking and walking until i came to the place where Jin was buried, i looked around for his grave which didn't take me long as i saw a big group of guys who looked like all the guys i used to know, i slowly walked over and quietly said "Hey guys, you okay?" they all turned in amazement there eyes widened and they all hugged me because i was always the person they'd go to if they were upset or needed help. "What are you doing here?, how did you know we were here?" J-hope asked i replied "i managed to bump into V and he is in this weird hut with absolutely nothing in it apart from a matress, and i saw the booklet in his hand of the funeral, so i checked where Jin oppa was buried and i came here and now bumped into you guys" i said they all nodded at me as to agree as they were all still teary.
"So how have you guys been with this? i can see V is depressed as he ran away from home to his hut, but what about all of you" i asked and Jimin said "Well me and Hopie are going through depression aswell we are in a hospital which is trying to help us get better, Jungkookie and Suga hyung are together working through this together, well Suga is taking it worse than kookie, V you already know about and Rap Monnie hyung is just trying to get on with it" i looked in surprise and said "wow guys, you know if you ever need me then I'm always here, I'm here to stay this time" they all nodded and we said goodbye to jin oppa after the guys placed the flowers on his grave then we all walked home.
Still Ji-Young's POV
As soon as i got home i got into my pj's and watched a movie, as the movie was about to play i saw something out of the corner of my eye, i turned in shock and see Jin oppa stood next to my bed i thought i was staring to go crazy as Jin was dead.
"Hey Ji-young, Sorry if i startled you but i am here to tell you how to make V better and make him the happy V that you always knew and loved, since my passing he has became more fragile as i was the one he always went to if he was upset or anything as i was a mother/father figure to him as he didn't see his mum or dad often, if you keep trying to get close to him he will slowly accept you, you just need to go slowly as he will instantly push you away." i looked in confused and rubbed my eyes as i thought i was hallucinating i pushed that to the back of my mind as i was seeing jin again and i cried a little as i hadn't seen him in so long. i replied to Jin and said "I will do as you say as you know how V has changed, i will look after him don't worry Jin oppa" Jin smiled and then slowly started to fade away I shout out "No! Jin stay with me please I don't want you to go" then he was gone.... i sat on my bed and cried for a while as i didn't want him to leave, after i finished crying i watched the movie and went to sleep to try and take away the pain.
The next day- V's POV
I wake up and turn to my phone,i still hadn't grasped that Jin was no longer near me or in sight, i unlocked my phone and tried to call him so i could hear his voice again, it rang a few times and then went to his voicemail this is when I heard his voice which made me cry again as he wasn't with us anymore, I see Ji-young pop her head around the corner happily, trying to cheer me up, she tried to comfort me but I wouldn't let her as I didn't think that it would help me and that I would hurt her, which I didn't want to do because I loved her.
Jin's POV
I knew that Ji-young really wanted to help V because she loved him and also she didn't like seeing him hurt, I was watching over them to see how V is doing, I thought he was doing better than he was yesterday because he was opening up to Ji-young even more, I left them to it and went to go and see how the other guys were doing, I first went to see Jimin and J-hope in the hospital having a pillow fight and I smile to myself because they have stuck together, I then went to go and see Jungkook and Suga who were doing well, I finally went to see Rap Monster who wasn't really showing any emotions but I knew that its what Rap Monster did, since he was the leader of the group and he had to stay strong for the other guys. As I went to see the guys they never knew that I was there which I kind of wanted because I wanted to see how they were before I could let them know that I was around them.
