Didn't want it to end

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Jungkook's POV

Ji-young had just told Suga that she liked him as well as liking V, this was very confusing to all of the guys, especially me because i didn't want this to affect me and Suga althouh it looked like it already had, as he was hugging her and speaking to her quietly, and laughing, i knew then that i had lost Suga.

Jimin and J-hope had managed to come out of hospital which i was happy about especially in a situation like this as Jimin could comfort me as he was really good at that and Hopie could cheer me up by making me laugh. (He was a natural)

Rap Mon was getting on well he was working back at the garage gradually learning to do what Jin used to do if there was a bad customer, i was very proud of him for coming so far,

V is starstruck at what he is seeing as much as me because V finally had the courage to confess to the girl of his dreams it just didn't turn out the way he wanted.

Suga was clearly happy, and i suppose i always knew that in the back of my mind it was always going to be Ji-young.

Jin is doing well up in heaven, atleast i wanted to think I never really wanted to believe that he was gone, i just guess I had to face reality, i still knew that he was watching over us all, possibly wanting to hit Suga for what he has done.

J-hope's POV

We all went back to mine and Jimin's place and had a nice meal, after the meal we went into the living room where there was a note and it read:

Hey, guys,

I'm so sorry, but i had to leave before i had the chance to see you all, i just hope that you guys know that i will always be by your side and i will also always love you guys more than anything in the world, sorry this note is short but i have left a quote on the back of here read it carefully and you will be able to locate me if ever you needed to..... anyway, he's calling me to go back now..... I'm so sorry i couldn't see you all.... Annye...ooo..nn.g" the annyeong was in scribbled writing so he really must of had to go which really hurt me because i couldn't hear from him anymore.

We all cried after reading this note i then turned to the back and read out the quote he left:

"if you need me, call me, though you may not be able to see me or touch me, I will be near, and if you listen to your heart, you will hear all my love around you soft and clear, and then, when you come this way alone, I will greet you with a smile and a welcome home"

V's POV

Reading the letters really hurt me because the quote i first read when Jin Eomma passed was becoming even more true, this quote made me think that death really is nothing at all because i knew Jin would be by me for a long time to come l, i felt a little bit more at ease.

Jin's POV

"Can i please go and see them one last time?" "No I'm sorry Jin" i began to cry as i wanted to go and give all my friends one last hug. "Okay, just this once, then you will have to see them in spirit" i smiled and said "thank you, you wont regret this, can u give them a sign they are going to get a hug?" i say "Of course i will" he then sends me back down.

Rap Monster's POV

We were all stood around reading the letter over and over again when the TV turned on by its self and made the static sound then words appeared on it saying "Your friend Jin, is allowed to say a last goodbye to you guys, you will feel a cold chill, and see a slight bit of Jin because he will be hugging you, if you want you can hug back, i hope you apprieciate this time" we were all confused and then J-hope felt a cold breeze and a slight image of Jin making him cry so he hugged back as hard as he could, but he didn't want to let go of Jin so ChimChim had to pull him off in case Jin didn't have enough time, ChimChim was next for a hug he also cried and then could understand why Hopie didn't want to let Jin Eomma go...... eventually Jin got to Suga at the end and we all heard a whisper but Suga never said what the whisper was.

Jin was visible for a few seconds more and then disappeared, as we could see him we saw him waving and made a heart signal, this made us all cry even more, then Jin faded away.

I was upset because I didn't want this to end, and I wanted him to stay longer and never leave us again.

Jungkook's POV

Suga had came back home, so i assumed it was to get his things as we were no longer together as far as I was concerned, he came in and tried to kiss me and said sorry, i wouldn't let him near me, he looked confused, then he said "Kookie..... i chose you, whats wrong? before when i was laughing with Ji-young and hugging her was because i hadn't seen her in ages and i was telling her about V and all the funny and wacky things he does.... your the only one for me" he tried to reassure me hoping that's why I was mad and he had a tear role down his face, i smiled and grabbed him and pulled him onto the bed and started to kiss him as i was so happy i wasn't going to lose the love of my life....

Earlier on: Jungkook's POV
I was speaking to Suga and asked him what Jin said to him as no one heard him.... Suga stayed quiet and wouldn't tell me.

As I was kissing Suga on the bed he whispered to me and said "Jin said.... make the right choice otherwise I will regret it for the rest of my life, i am pretty sure I made the right choice. I just smiled to Suga and carried on kissing him.

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