This is not the wonho you're looking for

Calling

I parted with Shin as I shut the door of my apartment. It had been so long and we could still have as much fun as we had in the old days. I leaned with my back against the door and sighed while I recollected all that had happened that day. Shin was still as kind and gentle as he used to be, although he certainly didn't forget how to tease me. But I knew his weak spots too, so I could tease him back as much as necessary. The only thing that slightly disturbed me, was that just now when, Shin sort of, just kinda, like.... kissed me goodbye, the face of a certain someone flashed through my head. I was so shocked that I pulled away and ended that moment way earlier than I wanted to. But we did had an apointment standing to meet each other next saturday, when he didn't had work.

I finally decided to leave the hallway and went to the kitchen to drink something. I felt my phone vibrate and took it out of my pocket to take a look. I had a dozen missed calls from Wonho and trice as much text messages. I immediately felt guilty, since he had been so nice to take me to the aquarium, buy me drinks and all... I scrolled through the messages he sent me, I bit on my lip as I thought that he must have been pissed of as hell and be worried sick about me.

I decided to sent him an answer and try to ease him up at least a little. So I could apologize and tell him I would make it up to him. My text message was barely sent or I almost dropped my phone because it started vibrating heavely all of sudden. I saw Wonho's picture on the screen and sighed wondering wether he even read the message, and of course the fact that it was already quite late in the evening for calling people. I picked up anyway, because well, I owe him an apology.

"Heey.. I'm so sorry about today, I never should have just left you like that." it took a little while before he answered so I started wondering whether he could even hear me.
"Are you okay?" his voice sounded strange and I didn't knew what to think of it.
"Well, yeah, Shin wouldn't hurt me, if you were worried."
"Yeah, right" I heard him snort in response, making clear he surely did not believe that.
"Do you have time tomorrow?" I remembered that I had just gotten a new assignment for my job and didn't knew exactly how long it was going to take. "Sorry, I have to work and I have no idea when I will have some free time."
"What about the weekend, Saturday or something?" my appointment with Shin flashed through my mind.
"Uhm, Saturday isn't going to work I'm afraid" my voice sounding slightly different, I was horrible at lying or hiding things and I hoped he didn't notice. "But sunday or monday might work?" I said trying to brighten my voice up a bit.
"Great, uhm, sunday it is then" he sounded slightly relieved and it eased my heart a little.
"Okay, great! See you then"

We ended the call and my head was twirling even more than it was already doing before. Saturday with Shin and sunday with Wonho, this might be more than my heart can take. I felt slightly restless and had no idea what to do with the two of them. I mean, I had known Shin forever and it felt great seeing him again, but I wasn't sure yet I wanted to see him like that.
Wonho was a great guy and I felt all tinglish being around him and my heart would start beating faster, but I barely knew him. I just met him like a week ago or something! It made me think back to the moment I had barged into his room and I laughed at my stupidity.

I decided to go to bed, even though I was feeling still all agitated. I probably spent like half the night tossing and turning as my mind and dreams mingled together in a very cunfusing version of all the events that happened so far concerning the two Wonho's. And finally after I don't know how many hours I finally fell into a blackout sleep.

A/N I am so sorry, I guess I am just a person who is not very good at updating frequently, but I am scared that if I am going to rush it too much I will ruin the story even more>-< I still had no idea what to write about, but I sort of came up with this chapter even though there didn't really happen that much... So I hope you weren't bored reading it~ I do at least have something to write about now, but I am not going ti give you any false hope of updating soon, though I might, I don't know, sorryyy~~ I hope you still enjoy reading^-^