The Unknowns

Chapter 26

El,

My El. Your words make me smile to my ears. I am happy to be the best part of your day. I never imagined that I could make you feel this way. That you could fell in love with me. It is strange though. What about me made you fell in love? Except my red hair that seems to be an obsession of yours. I know I should not say this in a letter but, I love you to. I fell in love with you a little bit everyday and still do. Every letter I read from you makes my stomach fill up with butterflies to a point I am concern it might explode. Are you a sorcerer? Did you cast a spell on me? Each day since I first read your letter, everytime I am accomplishing a task, my mind always wonders and leads to you. When I try to think about something else, it never works, it leads back to you. It is as if my brain knew only one word, Eldrick. No other thing stays in my head, only your name. Eldrick. Eldrick. Eldrick! Often when I sing for my brothers , I end up singing to you, singing your name, singing how much I am addicted to you. I am completely addicted to you. I guess you are like chocolate, I simply can't get enough. You are like a drug and I am definitely addicted. My entire body screams your name and wants to be with you. Nothing or no one can replace you. You are the only one who makes me feel this way, no other is able to. You make me blush, smile like I slept with a hanger in my mouth, dance like I had no body , sing like my lungs had no limit and dream of you every night. You have a vivid effect on me and honestly, I like it.
I want to be wrapped in your arms, skin against skin , hands intertwined. Let me fall asleep to the sound of your heartbeat and to your hand stroking my hair.

I can't get myself to let you go. I don't want you to go and die.  I can't believe you are leaving and that you are actually going to be a hero, my hero. I just wished I could see you before you leave. I wished I could tell you all this in person, tell you how much I am crazy about you and how much I am going to miss you. I hope we can continue to exchange letters and that you won't forget me there, millions of kilo-meters away. It will be tough not to be able to talk to you as often. 

Anyways, I just want to say that I love you. I fell in love with you. I am completely crazy about you Eldrick. I may be only crazy to be in love with someone I met over a letter stuck in a wall but, it is how I feel about you. You make me shibagouvi. 

Truly your's ,

Red