Fangirl's Guide To Fangirling

Part 84: A Little About Me

So, I felt like making a small little part just talking about a few things about me. I will mainly talk about one thing, but I will do that in a moment. First off: I am planning on making a One-Shot book due to the fact that this book is getting really long. Now, I may end up making a second book to go along with this one? That is, if you guys would like that. Should I let you all decide? I will try to work on it this week after school, and hopefully the new book(s) will be up next weekend! If not, it will be up shortly after.

Alright. Now to talk about a few things about me. Let's start with the thing that I was hesitant to actually...put on here. But I'm going to say it so I can give a little advice afterwards. I am bisexual. Preferably girls over guys. I officially came out to myself about four years ago. I came out to my friends shortly after, then only one of my parents (my mom) about a month ago.

I wanted to tell you all this...because I felt like it? And I want to say: Any of you who are still in the closet due to the fact of being afraid of what people will think- everything is okay. It takes a lot of courage for someone to come out to the people around them. Especially their parents or family members in general. I understand what you are feeling.

Do not, and I repeat- do not let anyone convince you that it is just a phase or that you are disgusting just because you are who you are! Do not allow anyone to try and "change you back". You are who you are. It is one million percent your choice!

Come out once you feel like you can. I'm not trying to convince you into telling the whole world. You make yourself feel comfortable with your own brain before you tell anyone! You need to be comfortable, need to make sure that you will be okay enough to tell anyone. If you are planning on doing so sometime soon, don't be afraid to. Start off with the people you truly trust.

Don't let anyone make you feel bad about who you are, because the only person who can judge you is you.

Same goes for religion. Do whatever you want, because you are your own person- you are the only one who can control your body. Don't let anyone take your uniqueness from you. Like what you like, not what others try to force on you.

You have probably heard these things from other people, but I wanted to let all of you hear it again (well, read it) because you are you and no one can change that but yourself. I am actually trying to do these things myself. It's hard for some people (including myself) to love who they are, but you have to try no matter what. I may not know who you are, but I am here for you! You go girl or guy! Do what YOU want to do.

A few random things about me:

I'm allergic to peanut butter.

I am open minded and I love learning about other religions and thinking about what if there is life out in space? There are too many planets out in the universe for there not to be anything else living out there!

I want to see the bottom of the ocean. The creatures that could possibly be down there excites me rather than scares me. It would be amazing to see the creatures that had to adapt to the darkness and other things down there. They have to be terrifying, and that is what excites me!

I love horror stories, movies, videos, and tours through haunted houses, but I am afraid of both the dark and being home alone.

I have depression, social anxiety, and may be bipolar. So, if you are too, you are not alone.

I like the internet rather than the world outside of it.

Even though it is dangerous, I am much better at talking to people online rather than in public.

I am super short. Like. Everyone else around me is taller.

I can't eat very much chocolate before I get sick. That goes for pretty much anything sweet.

I love hardcore rock, nightcore, and some softer and more cheery music as well. I like an assortment of music, just not country. No offense to any country music lovers.

I can speak very little French, but I am planning on learning as much as I can.

Most of my clothes are black, doesn't really help with the fact that I want to make other outfits that involve a lot of color.

Most of my shirts are anime related. Again, doesn't help with trying to make new outfits XD. Doesn't mean I will ever hate the clothes I have.

I can't draw so I get a good friend of mine to draw for me. (Masked_Terror) My walls are covered with pictures she's drawn for me.

I prefer Fantasy over any other Genre of book.

I prefer Comedy over Horror Anime.

I usually watch the anime no one has heard of.

I actually quite like the color Hot Pink.

I spent 6 GB of my phone's data in 6th Grade while watching Black Butler. (I didn't have internet at my house at the time).

My favorite color is Lime Green.

I love Panic! At The Disco, now set that next to the fact that I also love Owl City.

Music is great. Music is literally better than people. Well, some people are an exception (Otaku_Style_).

I have very few friends...and I met an amazing best friend on here. (^ Same person that I put on the fact before this one)

I think that is all for now! I will get to working on the One-Shot book soon, and I would appreciate feedback on the sequel to this book soon. Thank you all for reading this and I hope you having an amazing day! BauBye for now!