Another fight came to John's mind. And he realised of something. He had hit Paul when they fought... "i'm definitely an asshole" John thought. How could he be like that with his only friend? Just because he is younger doesn't mean that he is an object, doesn't mean that he's stupid. No. It's the contrary thing.
"I'm a coward." John whispered.
But he wondered why is he thinking about Paul right now..? Stu's had kissed him a few minutes ago and he is thinking about Paul?! "What the hell... what's happening with me?" John thought.
He saw George coming closer.
"Can i sit here?" George smiled shyly.
"If you want to..." John looked the floor. He seemed sad.
"I have to talk to you." George needed to start the big lie.
"No George, i must talk. And i'm sorry mate, i don't know why i did that i just-"
"It's ok John, i have to tell you something more important than that right now." George interrupted.
"What? Nothing is more important! I have to apologize!"
"No John, this is about Paul."
John felt nervous. He couldn't move, he couldn't speak.
"What is it?" John broke the silence.
"John... this is hard ok? But, Paul had gone."
John started to tremble now. He felt so cold, and so sad.
"W-what are you talking about? He left the city?" John spoke quickly. He was pale.
"Well... sort of..." George seemed nervous.
"SORT OF?! WHAT IS HAPPENING?" John was mad.
"He left the city yeah, he left the country too.. and he-"
"WHAT?! THE COUNTRY?! WHAT THE FUCKING HELL!! BE CLEAR WHERE IS HE? IN WHAT COUNTRY?! TELL ME GEORGE!!!!" He shouted.
"IF YOU ARE GONNA SHOUT THEN I WON'T TELL YOU!" George was pale too. He wanted to cry, for some reason.
"Ok, ok... i'm calm. Now, can you PLEASE tell me where is he?"
George turned to John and looked direct into his eyes. "I wasn't lying. I don't know where he is. And i REALLY hope that he's ok." Now his eyes were wet. And that made John even more nervous.
But George wanted to cry because this lie is too much, because he knew that this will affect John a lot. And he is affraid of what's gonna happen.
"Don't... please don't do this to me Geo, please tell me what happened. Did you talk with him before he left the country? Tell me George TELL ME!" John took George by the arm.
"Yes.. but... he left the country and he also left-" George started to cry. He didn't want to do this, he didn't want to lie.
"He left the world." The tears ran on George's face.
"W- wha- what do you mean? Be clear for god's sake!" John didn't know what to think.
"He is not here. I don't know where he is. The last time i saw my friend was in the street, where a car made him disappear!" George had no expresion on his face. The tears were still running.
John felt his heart break in two parts. Then, in three, and then in hundred of little pieces. It was painful. He's never felt like this before.
George spoke again. "Go to the cementery and he is there. But you can't see his face, John. You'll see a piece of rock with his name-" George broke into tears again.
John stood up and started to run. "THIS CAN'T BE TRUE." John repeated to himself. George didn't look up. He cried more.
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Ringo was at the entrance.
"Hey, do you work here?" John seemed very accelerated and nervous.
"Yes, what do you need?" Ringo felt worried, John was so pale.
"I need to find a tomb."
Ringo remembered now. This was John. John Lennon, the guy that must believe that Paul is dead. George's plan has started.
"Paul McCartney." John said slowly.
"Oh yes, that guy is in this cemetery. Please follow me." Ringo was nervous.
John wasn't thinking right now. He couldn't think about anything. Until he see the tomb.
Ringo stopped. And he pointed a tomb. "Here is he." And he walked away.
"You." John spoke loudly. Ringo stopped.
"I know you, right?" John looked the ground.
Ringo's heart jumped. "Y-yes i know your band. I play the drums... and i've seen you in some clubs."
"Right..." John whispered.
And Ringo started to walk away again.
Now John started to think. And he was broken. Paul? Paul is not dead.
But the tomb said the contrary thing.
And now John couldn't stay there another second. He started to run. It was a cold afternoon. The tears were so cold in his cheeks. And if he keep running fast, the tears would run fast too.
He went to a park. He had never been there before. He lied on the grass and slept.
Not thinking too much, he just saw a face in his mind.
Paul's face.
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Hey hello again c: sorry for the sad(?) chapter.
I just think that Paul suffered too much. And now John have to open his eyes
hehehe thanks for reading<3
