I Can't Stop

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It is now Monday morning and I'm getting ready to go to school also while thinking of him obviously because I can't stop.

I finally got to school and walked over to where me and friends normally wait for the bell.

My friend came over and we stood there for a while then I seen him walk through the cloister and I quickly rushed up to walk passed him with my friend. What happened to telling myself that I wasn't going to walk anywhere near him until I was clean? Well I can't get clean from him, he's my addiction and I need him to keep me alive, even though this love is killing me.

Why is this love killing me? It's killing me because every time I see him my heart beats so fast I feel like it's going to pop out and fall from my chest and the butterflies inside my stomach are moving around and spinning so fast I feel as if I'm going to be sick. He's not killing me.. The pain is! He makes my blood pressure rise whenever he looks at me even if he doesn't even smile and I can't stop it!

•Sorry this chapters short•
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