I love you (Jungkook fan fiction)

Chapter 11

Just as I was about to lay down and drift off to sleep. There was the horrid screams again, piercing and daunting.

My heart was aching from hearing the terror of his voice resounding from his room. It tears me emotionally. He acts like he hates everyone or at least to me but when the night hovers over him it's like he's showing what he's truly fearing underneath.

My breath quickens and I made the decision to go over again. From the moment I slid my doors open I knew I would go over.

No pocketknife this time but my phone for alarm. I got outside in the chilly wind and began climbing my way over to his side and I just cannot emphasise how terrifyingly dangerous it is.

When I landed. I calmed myself and prayed that his door was opened and it was. I'm glad, otherwise I climbed my life over just to be risking it climbing back. As quietly as I could manage, I tip toed pass his now clean floor and to his bedroom.

Again, like the other night his body was drenched in sweat and his eyebrows furrowed together. I kneeled down before him and sang the same lullaby my mum used to sing to me.

"Sleep well my little baby

Between the front yard and the hill of at the back

From the birds to the baby lambs

Everybody sleeping together

Mr Moon sending gold pearls and silver pearls through the window

Sleep well my little baby

Sleep well and dream of me..."

Hesitantly, I climbed up his bed and laid down beside him with my hands on his cheeks. He had a better expression and I could finally sleep in peace.

"Good night..."

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Ding ding

My alarm was ringing its vocals and my body naturally responded to the same sound disturbing my sleep everyday week day.

I yawned and turned over to the other side and see JungKook looking at me. His arms were under my head and his eyes were looking into mine left to right.

"You're here again?" He asked.

"Yea, hope you're not mad last night you were-"

"Shh..." He placed a finger over my mouth.

I closed my lips and continued staring into his eyes.

"Thanks... You better get going," he finally spoke breaking the tension between us.

I got up and dismissed myself before sprinting back to my apartment. What is this feeling...?

School passed like it started 2 minutes ago, I was dozing off during class and a little excited to work again. At the clothing store today and facials tomorrow.

It didn't take long for the bus to take me away and today I especially dressed myself with effort compared to other days.

The moment I arrived it took about 3 minutes to walk to the store.

Jonghyun, my manager made me into an assistance while he handles the cash register to monitor my progress.

He's an awesome man and a dad of 2, his children must be blessed to have such a fun dad.

I had my face mask on as a style and clients were coming in dressed in similar style as to mine. But girl I wore it better lol, jokes.

The colour of the sky was darkening and it is almost closing hours. Someone came in and I continued to eye them until I realise it was rabbit. He took out the latest arrivals and they're all black shirts with printed letters.

I smiled to myself as he neared the cash register without trying anything on. He still hasn't notice me and I felt incredibly comfortable.

He left the store and Jonghyun nudges me. "You know him?"

"Mm, he's my neighbour".

"Just a neighbour?" He asked in a suspicious tone.

"Yea, just a neighbour".
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I rode the late bus home and it was around 6. I don't really feel like cooking . "I wanna eat ramen today..." Lazily, I shuffled my foot towards the kitchen and to my regret stabbing my pinky toe against the wall. "Ahh.. Son of a wall..."

I looked into the cupboards and there's nothing that says the words "ramen" or "instant noodles" just when I feel like eating it, great.

He popped into my head again and I decided to shuffle over to his apartment. Knock knock.

It didn't take long until the door opens revealing JungKook in his white tee and grey sweatpants, I'm guessing it's his pyjamas. Not to mention I'm wearing my hello kitty ones.

"Hey..."

"Hey?"

I walked inside his place like it was my own and began searching for ramen. It is like a grade 1 math test, very easy. His cupboard are all stocked with them and I could see he was going to make one.

"Why are you here?" He asked in his usual cold tone but I've grown used to it.

"Ramen, don't feel like cooking".

He cocked his eyebrows. "$15"

"Bro, can't you just treat it as sharing amongst friends?" I said.

"Friends?" He asked almost a little too hesitantly.

"Yes friends, aren't we?" I replied with assurance.

"I guess.. We're friends?"

I smiled and began pouring the boiled water into my cup and into his one. I semi sat on his bench as I stared at him sitting on the table and playing with his phone. Wondering why he was so hesitant on assuming we're friends. Well I guess the beginning didn't occur in a good way, he clearly hates me but just not so much now I hope.

He looks up at me but I didn't look away because I was too entranced by his eyes. "What are you looking at?"

"Nothing... The noodles should be done," I replied monotone.

Gently I placed our two cups and sat down opposite of him. "Let's eat".

As I slurped the first strands of noodles a question suddenly popped up in my head. "Do you have a girlfriend?" I mentally, instantly regretted asking.

He looks at me. "I don't do the girlfriend thing, in case you don't know it, I hate girls," he replied more irritated than usual.

His last words really punches the living soul out of your heart. I could even feel blood stopping to pump.

"Okay... Sorry, how's your parents?"

He stopped eating and glared at me like I had said a taboo word. He slammed his chopsticks on the table and got up over my side. "Why don't you leave today?" He pushed me out the door and slams it in my face.

What just happened?... Did I just make the worse decision of my life?