I cried and cried for about another month about the whole Ashley thing. She never hit me up no more, me and my cousin D don't talk no more and shit just been down since all that happened. I woke up this morning to breakfast that I didn't know was being cooked. I was hungry but I was curious as to who was in my kitchen. I got out of bed hoping and praying that it wasn't one of my crazy ass ex's ..but I wouldn't know which one it was all of em crazy. I walked into the kitchen creeping round the corner scared outta my mind. I walked in and it was dejah I stopped and looked for a second.."Dejah how in the hell you get in my house.?" As I said with a unit on my face. She smiled and continued to scrape the eggs from the pan onto the plate. "Baby remember you gave me the keys yesterday when you got drunk with Trapp and Slim." I stood there for a couple of seconds and thought about it...then she came closer to me, to where her chest were touching mine. She had slowly unbuttoned the shirt of mine she was wearing and we were skin to skin. I couldn't believe it my mouth was open wide, she turned my face towards hers and then made out with me like nobody was watching..in reality nobody was but still. In case you were wondering and ik you are wondering.. Dejah is the beautiful woman that I met over these two years. She eased my pain and stopped my tears, she doesn't live with me but we working on that, getting over Ashley is like trying to start a fire in rain. Ik its hard but I gotta do what I have to do. We pretty much grew apart and you know we just never reconnected, her... Never mind. That morning we had to go to church, ever since Ashley left me Dejah start taking me to church to erase all the memories that I have of her outta my head.. Not that I haven't but I need her all the way gone. We got dressed.. I was wearing a button up light blue dress shirt and some jeans with my all white Nike's and she wore a tan dress with a jean jacket and some brown sandals. We finally arrived at the church and had picked our seats out next to the pastor's wife and his children. He began to preach and his sermon went something like this, " we have ups and downs with family, friends, even close relations. But what the lord is telling us to do is either draw back from that person or be the bigger person and work everything out, but key is forgiveness.. Forgiveness... Forgiveness. Nothing more nothing less. Jesus forgive his kids for their sins but the question is did god teach his children how to forgive and forget.. The answer is yes !" My phone began to vibrate.. I was expecting my homeboi to call and tell me the move for tonight I answered the phone and it was a woman. I said hello and the lady like voice sound like she was crying so I hung up the phone and went back to my seat...thinking that its the wrong number. I sat back next to her and then my phone began to blow up with messages and voicemails. Dejah grabbed my phone and looked at who was blowing up....😮😮😮
