This morning I woke up with an empty feeling like something was wrong. I turned around to look on the other side of the bed, to find out that my baby was gone. Then I faced up back at the ceiling with a tear rolling down my face thinking about what I had done. *Flashback*
"I ain't nobody BITCH!" *slap
"Leave me Alone Jay"
"I wasn't"
"You attention whore"
My eyes teared up even more jus thinking about her trying to explain herself. After reminiscing for a couple of more minutes, I got up, put on a pair of gym shorts and took my basketball and walked down to the park. "Aye Jay" "Aye wassup Khalil, what you been up to" I said "Man nun much jus chilling, grinding, and praying, taking care these chillin of mine" he explained. "Awh man do what you gotta do" "So you heard what was up witcho girl and D?" "Naw man why wassup?" I looked confused. "Well you ain't hear it from me bruh but she supposed to hadda stayed with D at that hotel off of 108th by Mookie's" "Yeah yeah man I know what you talm bout ima see you later though" I said pretending to be happy. i took that basketball, had it in my hands and squeezed it till I couldn't squeeze no more. I felt so much anger and so much pressure I thought my head was gonna explode. I went home and thought about what Khalil was telling me and was tryna decide whether it was true or not. Then I called up a good old friend to try and relieve some stress. I called my old old friend Noesha since middle school jus to talk.
Phone Convo:
"Hello?" She yelled
"Hey ! No No it's Jay"
"OMGGEE it's my baby (lol)"
"haha chill lil mama I gotta talk to you"
"Well what's on your mind" she asked
😳i sat and thought for a lil bit before I said anything jus to think and came up with an idea☺️
"No No come over"
"Okay be there in five"
In the next 5 minute the doorbell finally ring and I walked up in nothing but shorts to the door. I opened it and Noesha hopped on top of me and started kissing my cheeks. "Jay Imy sooooooo much"💋 "imy too No No" I said. We sat down on te couch with my arm wrapped around Noesha like she's my girlfriend. "Where's your girlfriend mr hot shot" "(lol) We kinda taking a break from each other shit ain't working out" I said. "Awh what is she doing to my big baby?" She said with a baby face that k couldn't resist, so I leaned in and kissed her. She kissed me back and then I took of her shirt and she start feeling on my chest and rubbing on my tattoos. I rubbed on her small C cup breasts and took off her bra and sucked on her boobs and she sat on top of me while she had on her high waisted bleached pants I rubbed on her ass and layed her down on the couch. I sucked on her neck and start giving her hickeys, all of a sudden the front door prompted open and it was Ashley. "What the hell are you doing Jay?, I thought you loved me I came hear to talk to you and you here with this filthy bitch tryna fuck!" "BITCH?! I got yo bitch stank ass hoe he called my ass not you" No No yelled " Hoe trust me he downgraded shit ain't right, I'm never gonna trust you again I hate you, I HATE YOU". She stormed out the door and I hit myself on the forehead thinking of how stupid I was then I thought about some more shit and texted her "Baby I'm Sorry😘😘😘" there's nothing else I can do but wait. "Now look what yo ass did, damn I'm sorry Jay" "STFU No No damn, matter of fact get the fuck outta my house" I got up and slammed the door and went in my bed and cried myself to sleep.😩😔
