Shower Thoughts

she is desperate, she is weak

She has had this saved in her notes waiting for the right time. It will never be the right time.

I know I hurt you and I don't think I ever formally apologized for that so I'm sorry. I'm sorry for all the times I was horrible and all the times I made you cry and those nights you would stay up late with me on the phone trying to fix something that was never a problem. Because it was just me, it was never you. And you may be completely over it and it may not be be a big deal to you, but it is to me. I carry it around with me and I feel it every time I look and you and I don't know how to apologize enough for it. But for what it's worth, I'm sorry. I needed to say that too, I've needed to say that for a long time. I'm sorry that I haven't. And I figured I'll say this now, before you respond to the friend thing since I probably wrecked all chances of that.

Now she is free.