My name is Miranda. I'm 14 years old. I have a boyfriend of almost 2 years named Bryan. I'm depressed, I'm suicidal, but I have Bryan and he loves me and that's all that matters. My mother is a drunk and my father is abusive. I have a little brother named James and he is 7 years old. I self harm but I have been about a week clean and going strong. My life isn't the easiest or the best but its my life. I'm in 8th grade and I'm failing basically every class except reading because its a way for me to express my emotions without saying it. Did I mention that my boyfriend Bryan is 16. He loves me so much! He also suffers from depression but I make him happy and he has been a month clean and I'm very proud of him! (: He is in 9th grade but I won't say anything else about him because he will get introduced in the next chapter. I struggle with loving myself because I hate my body but Bryan says I'm amazing no matter what (: Well I'm going to go and you'll get to see my life later. Bye.