Bully.

Emotions

Sean's POV.

As I starred at the clock in my last class, I couldn't stop thinking about Kelly. I needed to break up with her, I didn't want to keep going out with her if all we were going to do is have sex.

This time I can't back out, I mean I didn't even really like Kelly that much. At first I loved her, but actually dating her was the worst. I just wish she doesn't start crying or making this whole scene.

*RINNNNNG* the bell finally rang and I grabbed all my notebooks and rushed out of class.It was time to get this over with before I backed out . I looked everywhere for Kelly, but there was no sign of her... As I passed the halls I noticed Jordan by her locker. That reminds me I needed to talk to her about yesterday,I quickly made my way to we're Jordan was.

"Jordan I still need to talk to you ." I said behind her

She turned around and crossed her arms

"Sean, it's fine. Don't waist your time." She said

Why is she being so hard on this? I've been nice to her since the first day I talked to her,and now she wants absolutely nothing to do with me.

"I'm not wasting my time, I just want to be friends with you, why is it so hard for you to accept that? It's as if you've never had any friends before. Antisocial." I said harshly

Her eyes looked directly into mine, she didn't say one word.... Her face turned more pale then how it already was she had a blank stare and I knew I went to far.. When I saw her eyes I felt pain loss and sorrow. I knew at the moment something was up, that she had something going on with her. I should've kept my mouth shut.

"Jordan I'm sorry... I just was -"

"It's alright Sean..." Jordan said walking away

Damn. What have I done?! Now she really is never going to be friends with me. I really want to know what was causing her the emotions she was feeling. I know I hardly know her and its none of my business probably, but when I looked into her eyes it's as if I felt a piece of her... all I could feel was the pain and it wasn't a good feeling at all.

Trying to shake off the emotions that were inside me...I needed to find Kelly..

Where could she possibly be? She always tracks me down after school.... I should just wait till tomorrow. Hopefully I don't bail out.

Jordan's POV.

I was speed walking back home when a tear fell down my eye, I might have been a little to sensitive but Sean doesn't know me. He doesn't know what I've been through he doesn't know about the bullies.. He should've just got the fucking hint that I didn't want to talk to him. I shouldn't blame Sean that much though..maybe he does wanna be my friend, but I hope he gets the hint that I don't want to talk to him. No matter how gorgeous he may be, I want absolutely nothing to do with him.

As I got home I ran to my room and played my favorite song by Imagine Dragons' Radioactive ' I laid on my bed watching the ceiling like usual. I know I wanted to try new things this year, but being Sean's friend would mean seeing Henry. To be honest I was terrified, he was in all my nightmares and seeing him again I will just turn back to how I was in the past. I actually thought I was getting a little bit more confident this year, and I loved the feeling.Seeing Henry will just make all the confidence I've ever had in my life go away.

I already had four friends, not knowing if I should include Monica as my friend yet.. But she was part of the stop bullying club so I guess we were kinda friends.Eh. Well I have friends and that's a start,right?

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BEEEEEEEEP. BEEP . BEEEEP.

I groaned to the sound of my alarm clock,I flipped over and turned off the alarm.I laid down in my bed not wanting to get up, five minutes later I got up and brushed my hair. I felt so lazy this morning, I decided to just put my hair in a bun and add my mascara.