~Rant Book~

Gender

Okay, this might be a little personal to begin with, but I'm just really confused.

I was thinking about what gender I am, because I don't feel like I'm cis.

I really enjoy looking masculine, like I love wearing suits and I would love to have short hair and that kinda stuff.

But I also love looking feminine at times, I wouldn't mind wearing eyeliner or necklaces.

So I can feel masculine without actually having dysphoria. Like I want to look masculine, not actually be a boy, so I don't think I'm actually trans.

I was kinda thinking about genderfluid, non-binary or agender but I really don't know and it really frustrates me.

So please comment if you know anything because even though I know labels don't mean anything, I want to fit into a group, I want to know what I am.

~A very confused Panda