The Dark and the Desperate

•When Love gets Real•

"I can't decide...Blue dress or red dress? Dana help me!" "Your gonna be fine" said Dana. "Just wear what suits you best" "Thanks for the advice" I said sarcastically. Im getting ready for the most important night of my life. This date with Jonathan will be perfect. Were going to the cafe on campus. It may not seem so extravagant but if Im with Jonathan, I don't care where I am.

I hear a knock on the door and I expected to be Jonathan. But when I open the door, I see a bundle of teens with cameras and cell phones pointing at me. And in the center of them all is Kirsten. I instantly freeze in embarrassment because I don't have any clothes on. I quickly run to the back of my dorm but forget to close the door. IM SUCH A DUMBASS! I hear Dana asking questions like what are you doing here, or can you leave please. Its been five minutes of searching and hiding but they eventually left. "How could this be!" " What if someone sees those pictures!" "Don't worry Alexis" said Dana. We'll figure this out.

I arrive at the cafe and I'm greeted at a table with flowers, and a cute boy. We talk a lot over dinner. But most of the conversation was about my crazy family. Thats all he asked about. I tried to change the subject about 4 times, but it always led back to talking about my family. When dinner is over we meet up outside the cafe and have a short conversation. "Well, that was nice" said Jonathan. "Definitely" Without further ado, he slowly leans toward me. Eyes closes, lips puckered. So many things were going through my head...Should I kiss him? We've only known each other for a week. Without thinking, I lean in as well. Finally we kiss. His lips so soft and tender. His hands so warm and comfortable as they slowly rotate on my ass. How could this night get any better. We've been kissing for 2 minutes now. I am certainly the luckiest girl in the world.

We go back to his dorm and luckily no one is there at the moment. We get on the bed and he gets on top of me and we start kissing. He undresses me and his warm hands slowly rub against my body. Our bodies slowly grinding agains each others. "PAUSE. Don't think Im letting you get me pregnant because that ain't happening!" He nods and we continue. 15 minutes later it ends. "I wish I could stay longer, but I have finish my history project" "Ok thats cool" he says. We have one final kiss and I leave.