The smell of the familiar cigarette smoke wrafted it's way up to my nose.
"Captain... don't go, I can live with you gone..." I say, the tears beginning to leak out of my eyes.
He looks at me and gives me one of his ever so rare smiles. "Eren, I know things look tough right now and I know that this looks like an end of a horror movie...." He coughs, spitting up blood. "But I want you to be strong, I want you to know that my death was not in vein." He says, a tear from my eyes falls and rolls down his cheek.
"But..." I try to speak but all I could say was that one word. I look up and pray to God that someone'll help us. That someone'll find us laying and see Levi dying.
But no one came.
"Eren..." He weezes, "Be a good boy, be the one that always kept me up when I fell down." He says.
"No... Heichou, don't give up. Not on me, not on the family you had. Sure they're all dead but that doesn't change the fact that I love you. The fact that Im not giving up to those who are separating me from you.
He chuckles. "Well Im about dead so whatever you do won't change a thing." he said. I pulled him to a tight hug, hearing him whine and I start tearing up like a baby, sobbing like no tomorrow.
"NO! I REFUSE TO LET YOU GO! NO MATTER WHAT, I SWORE TO KEEP YOU SAFE AND THIS IS THE OUTCOME I RECIEVE?!"
He sighs and does his best to hug back. "Shoot the gun, Eren. Let other's know one has fallen."
I nod and shoot the signal saying someone was dieing and that they were in grave need of help. Erwin comes rushing. I explain everything and he starts badaging Levi, accept, Levi wasn't awake to see him do so.
I tear up.
"It's okay," Erwin says, "he's alive."
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Cigarettes and Suicide
FanfictionCigarettes and suicide. That's all he cared about. But he soon learned he wasn't alone. One night in the infirmary turns him into a love sick, death wish wanting puppy. Being fought over by both Erwin and Eren, he looses his courage and finds ways t...