Cigarettes and Suicide

Chapter Three

Shit... That was the only word I could describe this moment right now. Erwin was standing at the door, probably over hearing everything I said him and hearing Levi's last words. I sighed as I stood and Levi squeezed my hand as a 'don't go' gesture. 

"Stay..." He said.

"So you'll talk to him and not to me, jeez, I feel loved..." Erwin says. 

Maybe not.

Levi looks at me and gives me a sorry look. I nod. Erwin stares at us.

"What happened when i was gone? Now you're holding his hand and he's speaking to you and he's acknowledging you... yet he didn't do that for me and yet he does it for you." Erwin crosses his arms and gives me a death glare. 

"I asked  a simple question and he answered. I don't try and get all lovey dovey. Like 'Ooh Levi-kun! What's ever happened to my poor Levi! Baby, are you alright?!' No... I don't do that at all..." I mocked him.

"Watch it kid." Erwin replies and I chuckled. 

"Or else?" I asked.

"Suitable punishment." He says.

"Oh yeah, Levi I forgot to mention... He's been-" 

"HEY!" I jumped at the loud boom that suddenly filled the room. "You do NOT speak of that!" He said and walked towards me.

"Why? Eren what does he do?" Levi asked.

"It's always Eren this, Eren that... Can't you learn to let things go for once?" Erwin said.

"If it involves you hurting him, then no." Levi said and turned to me. "Answer me Eren." He ordered.

"Don't you dare." Erwin threatened. 

So I'm in the worst case scenario. One of the two men standing/sitting before me were wanting an explanation for why life was a huge and total mess. I didn't know what to say. If I said it, there was going to be a chance of me being killed by Erwin and Levi going on a blood rage. If I didn't there was a chance of getting raped by Erwin again and treated like trash and letting Levi down with the truth. I sighed internally as they stared at me. I know who I am. I know what i do with him is wrong and I know it hurts. I know how special I am b/c of gifted Titan powers, yes. But i wanna go with the truth and be honest. 

"Eren..." Levi said.

"Erwin rapes me for punishments and he calls me his slave, that's why he only likes me when you're around because he wants to show off his good side, but it seems like he's screwed up because he seems to hate my guts now." I say. Levi turned hurt suddenly and Erwin turned livid. 

"I told you there was going to be a suitable consequence for this, Eren." He said and walked towards me again.

"We're done..." Levi suddenly said.

Erwin and I froze and looked at him. "What?" We said in unison.

"I said..." His voice rose and sounded broken, hurt. "We're done. Don't touch Eren. He's my property." Levi said, he had a mad face on and like I said, he looked like he was going on a blood rage any second.

"L-Levi... You really sure you can handle him?" Erwin asked. Oh no...

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"SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU COCK SUCKING, SCUMBAG, HEAD OF THE COUNSEL WANNA BE!!" He yells. 

Ooh, there it is...

"HE'S MY RESPONSIBILITY! GET THE HELL OUT BEFORE I THROW THIS FORK AND KNIFE IN YOUR FACE!! SHIT-BAG, YOU DISGUST ME I SHOULD GET FOUR-EYES TO CLEAN THOSE CATERPILLARS OFF THAT SHITTY ASS FACE OF YOURS!!!" Levi yelled and I fell on the inside, laughing so hard at Erwin's broken face.

Holy shit Levi...