We were in the next city and tonight was the night I wasn't necessarily looking forward to. Sammy's night with me. You see Sam has a f*ckboy attitude and he knows how to seduce a girl so much that it'll make you week at the knees just by his touch.
We just got to the new hotel in the next city which was in Philadelphia. All the boys except Sam went into their own rooms. Sam followed me into mine. He shuts the door behind us and turns around slowly with a devilish smirk already planted on his face.
"Please don't hurt me." I back up a little as he comes closer and closer.
He pushes me down on my back on my bed and gets on top of me, holding my wrists down and nibbles on my neck and whispers, "I'll only hurt you if you don't cooperate." I let out a soft moan at his intense words that in some way turned me on by his control over me. "Don't test me baby girl" he whispers once more and moves his lips to mine.
If I'm going to have to do this with the rest of the guys, may as well sit back and enjoy what I can.
I take a deep breath and let it out slowly as he plucks each one of my buttons, going down the line of my button-up shirt and pops them open one by one slowly. Each inch of skin that's revealed, he places a gentle kiss as he moves down my body.
He pops the last button open and curls his finger inside the lining of my shorts and panties and brings them down slowly making my breathing hitch as I feel him breath closely to my inner thighs.
"You ready baby?" He looks up at me loving my reactions to him.
"I don't know." I bite my lips with shakiness in my voice.
"Well you better be." He growls and slaps my a** after flipping me over onto my stomach aggressively.
I wince at the quick motion of his hand, most likely to leave a red mark later. I feel his hands run up and down my back and unhook my bra. I help him pull it off me and return to laying on my stomach, waiting for what's next. I was nervous and I didn't know why.
"F*ck!" I scream as he plunges into me from behind without warning.
He wasn't that long but he was thick. I guess that's why I always heard the guys laughing when they shouted "Tic tac wilik".
He grabs me by my hair and yanks, making me pull up my body to a doggie style position naturally.
He slams into my repeatedly and roughly, only hitting me where it counts once in a while. I moan just for this pleasure of hearing me. I just wanted this to be over. He soon comes inside me and I flip out on him.
"You didn't wear a condom!?!!!???" I scream at him and run into the bathroom.
"Sorry baby. Forgot to pull out. You're on birth control though babe."
"I forgot to take it this morning!"
He becomes silent in the other room while I continue to bawl my eyes out. I slam the door behind me and lock the door.
"I can't be pregnant." I whisper out loud to myself, curling up on the floor just wanting to die.
•••
A WEEK LATER
It's been exactly a week of me having to sit around waiting for my chance to go to the doctor's and see if this pregnancy scare may just be a scare, as that's what I hope for.
Cameron was driving me to the doctor's currently and it involved nothing but constant apologizes that I have to go through this sh*t yet. I won't except any of them until we set some more rules.
"Sel, please talk to me. I'm sorry. None of us thought Sammy would do that." He attempts to speak once more as we pull into the parking lot.
I hop out of the car after he parks and walk ahead of him hurriedly into the clinic, still not saying a word. Before I can reach the door, I'm blinded by a couple cameras flashing in my face.
"Selena! Cameron! How is your relationship going?!"
"Who's sick?! Are you okay?!"
"Selena are you pregnant?!!!!"
The paparazzi yells at us but Cameron and I kept quiet and pushed past them and walked inside the clinic where they were not allowed to follow.
We approach the front counter where a young blonde sits behind a computer. She was pretty so I naturally looked at Cameron in the corner of my eye to see if he tries to make a move, sure enough he winks at her before speaking.
"Hello gorgeous, we're here for an appointment for my girlfriend here." He places his hands firmly on my shoulders and I give her a forced smile.
"Uh, well may I have your name?" She refers to me, looking like a little at unease from Cameron's flirtation.
"Selena"
"Oh, Dr. Harrison will be right with you. Please have a seat and he'll be out when he's ready for you."
"Thank you" I nod to her and take Cameron's hand and guide him to our seats.
We sit down and I look around the room, bouncing my leg up and down nervous as heck. I can't be pregnant. I can't afford that! Especially if it's with Sam! I can't handle this stress anymore but once again, I have no choice. Now that Maggie and Carter left the tour together, I'm stuck with all other 8 guys.
"Whatchya doin' there?" Cam says in a cute, suspicious way as he motioned down to his lap.
I look down and realize I'm still holding his hand. I quickly whip out of his grasp and prop my head up on the arm rest of the chair so I can lean my body further away from Cam.
"No, I didn't say stop." He smiles at me and reaches for my hand again.
I look down at how our hands interlock perfectly and something inside me lights a spark that sets off little butterflies in my stomach.
"Cameron, I can't do this anymore." I look down at my lap and mumble.
"Well you don't have a choice." He attempts to snap at me but I could see right through him.
"Cut the act. I know you're only treating me like this because you're trying not to like me."
Before he could defend himself, the doctor calls my name and I get up and leave Cameron in the waiting room.
Well, here we go... Time to see if my life is about change forever... I think to myself before letting the heavy office door shut behind me.
•••
CAMERON'S POV
It's been about a half hour now and I was getting so impatient. I pray to God she's not pregnant with Sam. She'd blame me for letting her go on with this bull sh*t we're all putting her through. Then my chances with her after all of this is over, is gone for sure.
Yeah, you hear me right. I like her. I like her a lot. What she said was almost completely true too. I was acting this way towards her to prevent myself from falling for her any further than I already have. I just want to grab her run away with her, start a new life across the world, away from the past, away from our careers. She drives me crazy. The way she smiles, laughs, breathes, giggles, moans, whimpers in my ear when I hit her in the right spot, digs her nails into my back as she comes. I took virginity and that means a lot to me. That means when all of this started, she had feelings for me. My original plan was to do what her mom wanted and pretend Selena and I were dating while we were on tour. But then when the guys seen a picture of Selena, they immediately knew they wanted her as their slave for this time around on tour. We usually just had fans do the deed but the guys agreed that Selena is the hottest girl that they've ever laid eyes on.
I want to show her I care but how? After all the nasty things I've said to her? And it's not like I can date someone who my best friends are also f*cking. That just wouldn't go well at all.
My thoughts breaks when the door opens and Selena walks out in a full break out of tears.
