This One's For You

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"How did it turn out like this? Where was I wrong?"

Well, why am I asking? I know how, I know where. I just couldn't imagine that my perfect man was no longer so... perfect.

We used to be happy. I used to be happy but a lot has changed. I know change is normal, I know it is but this, I can't appreciate.

Sadly, the countless hours of being on the phone, talking to each other has turned into short, inadequate, lifeless minutes. I know you have your dreams and plans for us but I was slowly getting the feeling of losing you.

Yearning for each other's precense was set aside and I was from fourth to what seemed like the last in your long list of priorities. Beeping you up everyday didn't feel like something I would do to remind you that I thought of you as I open my eyes in the morning, it felt like something that I'm somehow required to do everyday. It's not much more than just a daily routine anymore. Security and assurance was demanded and trust, it was nowhere to be found, nowhere to be felt. Nights of arguing and fighting about even the smallest things were not coming to an end.

And so we did.

We ended.