Supernatural Imagines

SOS Sam x Reader

Your heart felt heavy in you chest; pain coursed through your body as you walked up the stage. You told yourself it was just the nervousness that the gut wrenching pain had nothing to do with the song --- or him. You walked onto the stage as the announcer called your name. You settled into your stool propping the guitar on your lap you began singing feeling the words purge your aching heart as they left you. 
"Where are those happy days, they seem so hard to find 

"I tried to reach for you, but you have closed your mind"

"Whatever happened to our love? 

I wish I understood

It used to be so nice, it used to be so good"
**********Flashback***********
You looked up from your lap top at the imposing man that entered your room with bags in his hand. Sam smiled at you and you reveled in the warm affection of his features he walked over to you and seared a light kiss to your temple.
You returned his smile and took in the scene in front of you slightly dazed. Sam brought you your burger and a beer as he sat across from you at the motel table.
Your appetite like your thoughts were far away as you stared at the man in front of you soaking in the warmth and fulfillment your heart felt as he looked up from his work and shot you a quick smile. After a few minutes of being absorbed in his work Sam looked up from his work and gave you a puzzled look. Already knowing his question you smiled and replied "nothing." Returning your gaze to the screen infront of you worked mindlessly only to look up a few minutes later catching Sam staring at you with the same goofy smile you knew was across your face a little earlier.

************End FB**************

 "So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me
S. O. S."
"The love you gave me, nothing else can save me
S. O. S."

************Flashback*********** Tension crackled throughout the motel as you sat on the edge of bed keeping your eyes on your lap letting the your anger seep out with your breaths. Sam sat tense at the kitchen table his stance mirrored yours the two of you felt the waves of anger clashing against each other. Breaking the motionless silence you got up from the bed ready to end the silent war; walking over to Sam you lay your hand on his shoulder and whispered "I love you" hoping he would reciprocate the gesture. Instead Sam shrugged away from you and walked out of the motel room. You felt your shoulders slump at the action, and found yourself scouring the room to find something to keep you from letting out your tears. Finally spotting the first aid kit you decide to bandage up your wounds. Slowly wrapping the gauze around your arm you wish for your sweet man's calloused hands to be doing the work, you feel the ghost of his loving lips across the wound, a deep sigh leaves you as you feel your heart grow heavy from the pain only he can take away.
*********End FB***********
"When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?"

"When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on?"

*********Flashback************
You feel the weight of the sheets around but not the familiar weight of Sam's arm getting up you find the room around you empty sans a note on the small bedside desk next to you. Your hand shake as you bring the note to your face already knowing the words etched on it would break you. A simple explanation followed by a "I'm sorry I love you" were all he had left you your anger at the flimsy explanation was quickly replaced by desolation as you realized this was all he had left you. Sobs filled with pain tore through you your body felt dead as the pain from losing your love hit you like tidal waves. You felt all your emotions drain with your tears eventually letting you fall into an empty sleep.
**********End Fb************
As the song came to an end so did your pain the applause of the audience washed over you cleansing you of the past. "Sometimes.." you thought to yourself "things end a little broken."
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A/N: Muah hahaha did you like the end ? I don't really want to write a part two; not because I can't but because I feel that sometimes stories don't need a "happily ever after" because they don't reflect our reality. If alot of requests come in for a part two I might think about it but for now... Anyway love y'all ♥ ♥