"I hate going to sleep. Because when I sleep I dream. And when I dream I cry. And when I cry I wake. And when I wake I never want to sleep again. Because when I sleep I dream of you and all the memories we made. And all those memories we made make me ache. And when I ache I want to die. And I want to die because I'm loving you while you're loving someone else. And while you're loving someone else I'm dying on the inside. And when I'm dying on the inside it makes me cry even more. And because I cry even more I listen to music. And when I listen to music I think about how much you'd like the music I'm listening to. And when I'm thinking about that it makes the pain increase. And when the pain increases so do my tears. And when my tears increase it's hard to breathe. And when it's hard to breathe it feels like sandpapers rubbing against my lungs. And when it feels like that the pain gets worse. And when the pain gets worse I realize I'll never get over you. And when I realize I'll never get over you that's when I know I'm dead inside from loving you."
