There are still so many things you do not about the mousey brown haired girl that has hidden herself in her apartment, like the fact that when she broke down for the first time she turned to drugs. Nothibg major, just the odd joint.. and the not so odd line of cocaine she would do off of her bathroom sink every morning, afternoon and evening. She became dependent on that substance to keep her high and happy threw out the day, it was her only source of happiness in this cruel fucked uo world. She knew she was addicted, she just hid the truth from the outisde world. She even hid the truth from herself half of the time, and it was not healthy.
