Alone ||phanfiction||

The party

Phils pov
Before the party Dan and I decided to get some of the project done before the party.
"You ready Dan?" I yell up the stairs.
My parents were out of town with lily for a few days, they were seeing nanny and grandad up in Manchester.
"Yeah!" Dan replies.
He was looking stunning in black jeans in a red checkered top.
"L-lets go then."
God he's hot.

Dan and I knocked at pj's door and soon enough we were pulled in by Chris with pj clinging to his side.
"Hey bitchessss." Chris yelled slightly slurred with a giggle.
"Hi Chris I take it you have had a lot to drink." I laughed.
"Anyway you must be Dan." Pj yelled holding out a hand.
I shook at and I could instantly tell what a warm and loving person he was.
"Anyway come on through!" Pj yelled over the music.
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Dans pov

I was overwhelmed by the sea of dancing people.
"Come on Dan let's dance." Phil yelled, he suddenly had to drinks in his hand.
It must have been hours and 5 more drinks later that I realised how drunk Phil and I actually are.
We had completely let go on the dance floor and were full pelt dancing trying to avoid accidentally grinding with strangers.
Suddenly I'm pulled by Phil into a kitchen.
"PHILLLLLL" a girl yells.
She had pretty blonde hair and seemed to be phils friend.
Or girlfriend.
A wave of worry washes over him.
That kiss was for nothing. It obviously meant nothing to him that's why he hasn't done it again.
"Louise!" Phil slurs.
"Dan meet my friend Louise."
Phew friend.
After a long time of chatting he felt himself be dragged of by Phil.
"Tehe hello Danny."
"hey Phil."
"Daniel James howell has anyone ever told you that you are adorable."
I blush massively.
"N-no"
"Well you are," Phil looks him up and down and bites his lips, " and hot as fuck."
I don't  know what to do.
Before i could say anything Phil had pushed me up against a wall.
"P-Phil I-"
Phil harshly pressed his lips against mine and started to slip his tongue in my mouth. I did the same, our tounged battling for dominance. A moan escaped phils  lips making me shiver.
This is what I want but what if Phil sees it as a drunken mistake.
Phil pulls back, panting.
"Oh god Dan your so hot I literally can not describe how much I love you."
"N-no you don't you're drunk p-Phil you don't love me it's the alcohol. I do love you Phil but I know you just don't feel the same way." Dan yells, bursting into tears.
"D-Dan"
"I'll talk to you later Phil."
I ran off not knowing what to do so I just left the house and walked to the park near phils house. I can't go back to phils, not yet anyway. I just need time to think.

Next chapter will be really serious and talks about some triggering stuff I'll put a warning on it so you can skip it if you want to. I just want to address many serious matters in this story so people who make jokes about rape and self harm will know it's a serious matter and it's not a joke💞 and I'm extremely sorry for anyone who goes through any of these things 🌵stay strong Ly all.

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