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Strange

Phils PoV

I wake up to see I'm the only one in bed. Dan must have gone downstairs.
Is he really that mad at me?
"Phil?" My mum says as she softly knocks on my door.
"Come in." I say.
"Hi honey, Dan is downstairs and he doesn't seem himself today. Do you know what's wrong?"
"No I'll have to ask." I sigh.
"Okay but make sure you work on your project again today. Half term is almost over, I'll send Dan up." And with that she left.
I am getting our books out nod logging my laptop on when I hear the door creak open and someone sit on the bed. I turn to see Dan. However it did not look like Dan. His eyes were puffy and his hair standing on end and curly.
"D-Dan. What's wrong." I whisper.
"Let's just get on with the project." He croaks.
After about an hours silence Dan finally says something.
"Phil I'm sorry." He cries his voice breaking.
"For what." I said, pulling him into a hug. I feel him flinch and tense up.
"I can't explain. I d-don't know how."
"Just breathe I won't judge you."
"You will hate me."
"Nothing you do will make me hate you." I whisper, Dan looked deeply into my eyes. Slowly he moved forward and pressed his lips to mine. After a couple of minutes of kissing Dan starts crying and pushes me off.
"No,no,no!" He starts to cry.
"But Dan I thought you-"
"Phil you just don't understand okay."
"Well then help me."
I hear Dan sigh.
"After I left the party I was so upset I couldn't face going back to your house so I went back to mine. B-but on the way I," he paused and choked back a couple of sobs," -I got pulled into an alleyway by 4 men and they. R-raped me. They raped me Phil." Dan yells tears flowing down his cheeks. I pull him into a large hug. "It's okay, I'll never let anyone hurt you again." I whisper.
"Phil do you love me." He asks through sobs.
"Daniel James howell, I love you more than words can describe."
"Will you be my boyfriend Phil." He smiles through tears.
"Of course!"
For hours we sat there dans head on my chest holding on to me. It was just my boyfriend and I. I couldn't ask for more.

Hey guys so I reached 100 reads which is cool so thank you all. Um so i wasn't sure if I was gonna be writing for a while as I had a breakdown yesterday and I haven't really been able to do much. If I stop for a couple of days I hope you guys understand why.