Life After You.

Chapter Six(:

Heyy guys,

I'm sosososo sorry about not uploading in a while, things are just getting really hectic with school and sports and personal stuff :P lol but anyway, here is chaper six(:

XOXOk

Keagann<3

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Recap:

"I just... I just can't believe my brother...." he said partly ashamed.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you. Just forget about it."

"no Nic, that's not what I meant. What I meant was, I can't believe what he did to you. He used you. Played with your emotions. But at the same time..... I can totally see my brother doing that sorta thing..."

I sighed before saying, "what were you gonna say before Braiden interupted?"

"oh," Josh blushed before continuing, "I was gonna ask you out..."

"oh," I answer before saying, "yes."

"yes what?"

"I wanna go out with you," I said before kissing Josh lightly on the lips.

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After watching the ball drop together and trying to convince him that he shouldn't beat the shit out of Braiden, I finally got Josh out of my house. It's not like I don't like him, because I do, it's just that I feel like I probably shouldn't have told him about what his brother did. It's not his fault his brothers an ass. It's not his fault that Braiden is a lying, cheating, piece of scum. No, it's not. But... I kinda feel bad for his girlfriend. I mean, he cheated on her with me, like who does that?! Oh wait... Braiden does. But seriously, I feel so bad for her, like no one in this situation would be more hurt and betrayed then her, not even me. She would probably be really nice and fun to talk to if she wasn't intoxicated and her butt wasn't hanging out. But what ever, I can't wait for school to start again so i don't have to see his face every damn time I open up my front door.

While thinking about all of this, I managed to clean up all the food and put everything away with out even noticing what I was doing... weird right? As I'm putting a bowl away I hear a someone knocking on the front door. Who is it now?! I close the cabinat and walk out of the kitchen and to the front door, I open it slightly before I realized I should have left them freezing their ass off in the sub-zero weather.

"What do you want?"

"I wanna say sorry," he said quietly, turning a little red.

"I can see you don't do this very often but listen close, you play a girl, break her heart and tear it to pieces, you don't get forgiveness from just sayings simple "I'm sorry". Actually, you don't get it at all."

"Come on Nic, I-." I closed the door on his face before he could say anything else. I walked back to the living room and layed on the couch as I could hear Braiden pacing on my front porch.

"Go away!" I screamed before burying my face into a pillow.

"Please just let me explain," he begged.

"No!"

"Please nic! I'm begging you! I know what I did was the worst thing ever but i'm sososo sorry!"

"I don't care! You played me! We're done. Now get off my damn porch before I called the cops.... or better yet your mom and tell her what a piece of shit her son is." by this time tears were streaming down my face. He's such a jerk, he just needs to leave me alone. I heard him walking on my porch and then nothing. Complete silence. Another tear fell down my cheek as I got up from the couch and walked up stairs. I crashed onto my bed and as soon as my head hit the pillow, I fell into a deep, dreamless sleep.